My Secret Love

(1)

I have been? fonding of a boy.I nearly have dazzled by his good looks and charm.I know I just have a nodding acquaintance with him.At the beginning of this term,I noticed him at the algebra class.When the teacher mentioned the study cadre,I rose my hand to give a sign.Afterwards I lowered my head.But at that moment,I glanced that a boy just stare at me for a little more time.I was doubtful,but still didn't care about that.However,at Wednesday morning,in ecnomic class,I found that boy kept his eyes on mine for some seconds.Maybe I was attracted.Spending several weeks to observe this phenomemon.(Perhaps it's just my imaginary,damn )On Monday morning in one week of April,something happened ,which I still wasn't able to forget about it.That day the climte was slightly chill.Atter class,I went to the First Classroom Buliding to hand in our class's assignments.When I was climbing stairs relaxedly,I turned my head slightly,I noticing he standing in the center of the hall.I was blanked but didn't looked away and just put my eyes on his utill I waled at the ending of the stairs.I now still remember my mood at that moment,extraodinarily in preference.So I walked speedly in order to accomplish my mission and went downstairs.(hahaha juat a joke)He was standing at the coner of the hall,in the front of the stairs.(maybe that action made my fault) I was so delightful in fact,but pretended that I didn't care even much indifferent.But God,you just played a joke with me,really,really a joke!At that day,everything was so nice,as a result I even thought he would be my boyfriend,I wanted to travel seval countries,leave our trace and take phtoographs with him.So as I went downstairs ,looking his dazzling eyes.I opened my mouth mildly,with the breeze blowing and the trees swaying their branches.

"Your name is L?"

"Yes,something wrong?"

"No,all right."

Yes,I knew his name accurately.This evening,I inquire him of a friend was his classmates.However,I banned to relate him,the result was he had already had a girlfriend.But the friend still supply his contact details.I thanked him with some embarrassment,but didn't connect with him.But I had been more puzzled at the Wednesday,in the economic class.He must stared me again! I thought at that time.After two weeks,I can't tolerate it,I must liked him.Maybe that friend's information was wrong?I guessed.So at Friday afternoon,I relate to him with the contact details.After waiting for some time,I related but I proved that the words of MaoQianYu was all right.He deemly had a girlfriend.

Woooo!!!

How joky was I ! After spending a little time browsing his some information of love.

"?"

"I am so sorry to disturb you. "

Than delete his contast details. It's so funny and embarrassed.So I pretend nothing had occured,and I tried so hard to forget about my stupid action.And continually comforted myself it's not a big deal.You got the fact ,did't you?Although it took my several weeks to forget my embrassment , I had release.

(2)

Because of few holidays,actually,I didn't see him for long time.At the algebra lessons,I stared him for several seconds again!May he didn't tell that due to my pretence,but I clearly noticed that he looked at me!Yesterday,MaoQianYu sent some messages.As expected,though wasn't willing to aknowledge that he still would influence my emotions.What should I do.I must leave here!

M:"Hi,fiend,you ask me about a lad last time ,he is single now.Do you need now?"

C:"ha?"

M:"The boy that you had needed his contast details"

C:"What's wrong with them?"

M:"Something they in contrast"

C:"Last time I had related to him just to browse their loving infomation.Now,notice he is single and contect with him again,it's so embarrasing!hahaha"

M:"Just a small problem,we are good friends,I can tell him about it hahahah"

C:"Noway hahaha.It will make me more embarrassed! The social death!"

M:"hahahahaha"

I don't konw what i am thinking.Just don't detress myself so hard.Do something you real want.I don't want myself will say 'if I do something at that time.....'in the future.But now I really want to enroll in the Shang Hai University.

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