I have a crush on my colleague these days. I told her my feeling which astonished her a lot. Frankly speaking, I was also astonished that I would told her the truth so abruptly. I found I kind of cared about her two months ago but I was not sure about that feeling. I broke up with my girlfriend last week and to be honest, we had broken up a few months ago. When my ex-girlfriend told me her ex-boyfriend connected with her and they got together again, I had a sigh of relief suddenly. Both of us were freed from this tortured relationship.
I’m sure I have the true feeling to her but she hasn’t accepted me. She told me we aren’t familiar with each other although we are in the same company. And this is the fact. But I deadly cherish this feeling and I never want to miss such a girl this time. I once missed one girl 8 years ago which left me regretting for years. This feeling was so similar with the feeling 8 years ago.
I came into my current company 10 months ago and I never noticed her the first 5 months ago. But I found she is a girl who likes smiling and has a pure heart and I was gradually attracted by her. And I began to cared about her more and more. What we focus on expands and I put more focus on her.
She is not the kind of girl whom I would fall into love with abruptly. My feeling to her is accumulating day by day. And I’m attracted by her natural behaviors. I believe such a feeling is more real than passion.
But I don’t know how to communicate with her after I told her the truth. I felt a little awkward while seeing her. If I WeChat her every day, maybe she would feel not so comfortable with such a relationship.
When I uncovered the truth, the world changed. I came one sentence today which touched me a lot. One man should use his actions to be good to his girl and have the ability to be better to her in the future.
