我們多數(shù)人從未有過獨(dú)立的心靈。你也許歸臥南山钱雷,過隱士生活骂铁,但你只是肉體獨(dú)處,而在你心里罩抗,你的妄念拉庵、你的經(jīng)歷、你的傳統(tǒng)套蒂、你的過往知識(shí)如影隨行钞支,未曾須臾分離〔俚叮基督教的修道士獨(dú)居于斗室之內(nèi)伸辟,心并未寂靜獨(dú)立,因?yàn)樗饽钪d馍刮,懷想著神學(xué)、信仰窃蹋、教條卡啰,成就了他獨(dú)特的束縛静稻。同樣,印度教托缽僧遁世修行匈辱,隔絕紅塵振湾,但內(nèi)心也未曾獨(dú)立,因?yàn)樗不钤谧约旱挠洃浝铩?/p>
我所講的寂然獨(dú)立亡脸,意味著內(nèi)心完全從過去中解脫押搪,這樣的心靈方為至善,因?yàn)橹挥羞@樣的獨(dú)立心靈浅碾,才有純真大州。也許你會(huì)說:“那要求未免太高了〈剐唬活在這個(gè)紛亂的世界里厦画,人都得天天工作謀生,養(yǎng)兒育女滥朱,忍受配偶的嘮叨……等等等等根暑。”但我認(rèn)為徙邻,適才所講與日常生活及活動(dòng)是直接相關(guān)的排嫌,否則那些話就毫無意義。你看缰犁,在寂然獨(dú)立之中淳地,有一種美德,孔武有力民鼓,且具有非凡的純潔與溫雅薇芝。人犯了錯(cuò)誤并不要緊,要緊的是丰嘉,要具有這種完全寂然獨(dú)立夯到、心無染著的感覺,因?yàn)槲ㄓ写诵囊鳎拍苊髁嘶蛴X悟那超越語(yǔ)言耍贾、無名無相、超越一切心象投射的境界路幸。
——克里希那穆提《生命書:365觀心日課》(The Book of Life: Daily Meditations with Krishnamurti)
Only in Aloneness Is There Innocence
Most of us are never alone. You may withdraw into the mountains and live as a recluse, but when you are physically by yourself, you will have with you all your ideas, your experiences, your traditions, your knowledge of what has been. The Christian monk in a monastery cell is not alone; he is with his conceptual Jesus, with his theology, with the beliefs and dogmas of his particular conditioning. Similarly, the sannyasi in India who withdraws from the world and lives in isolation is not alone, for he too lives with his memories.
I am talking of an aloneness in which the mind is totally free from the past, and only such a mind is virtuous, for only in this aloneness is there innocence. Perhaps you will say, “That is too much to ask. One cannot live like that in this chaotic world, where one has to go to the office every day, earn a livelihood, bear children, endure the nagging of one’s wife or husband, and all the rest of it.” But I think what is being said is directly related to everyday life and action; otherwise, it has no value at all. You see, out of this aloneness comes a virtue that is virile and which brings an extraordinary sense of purity and gentleness. It doesn’t matter if one makes mistakes; that is of very little importance. What matters is to have this feeling of being completely alone, uncontaminated, for it is only such a mind that can know or be aware of that which is beyond the word, beyond the name, beyond all the projections of imagination.
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