He didn't have a good childhood because his dad said regularly
"you're useless and your grow up to be good for nothing".
He became diffident, many times he cried at night because he thought he was a bad guy.
Until one day, his dad was dying.
While his dad was unconscious open the eyes, he looked and saw the fear.
He whispered back to dad and told him eye to eye: I love you.
Dad believed him and trust him in the end.
After that,he had a dream.
His dad saw a srong beam of light, a door opened, he walked into the door, saw a soccer field. Dad found that he was playing football on the field, he was only 4 years old. Dad joined him and played happily. When they two tired, lying on the grass. Dad looked at his eyes and said: you are a good boy, I love you forever.
It must happen at least he believed so. At that moment he healed his childhood.
