正文之前，rip to Avicii。Wake me up的mv里他塑造的理想國其實(shí)曾經(jīng)對我觸動很大：http://music.163.com/mv/156008?userid=267436281 (@網(wǎng)易云音樂)

最近許多偉人名人的去世總是讓我一整天心情都好不起來腔呜。但也不禁讓我想起了其實(shí)許多人，包括我自己，都曾經(jīng)有對死亡輕視的時候。在gta或far cry里殺個人好像那么簡單剧辐，導(dǎo)致有時在現(xiàn)實(shí)里生命也無足輕重∮矢可是荧关，其實(shí)這都是我們心里的誤差——當(dāng)失去的時候才懂得珍惜。我突然想寫寫這樣一個角色褂傀，一個似乎毫不在意卻是一無所知的女人忍啤。

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It was as if fairly simple.

It was a ceaseless thought when watching TV, that why killing a man would seem so difficult.

“Please kill me to save my wife, I’ve lived enough.”

His face is torn in grief and determination. He’s right, it’s indubitably cleverer to sacrifice one for the greater good.

But the great doctor Watson, even Sherlock Holmes, who suppose to be aloof and decisive, has fear and irresolution capturing his unfathomable eyes.

Why are you hesitating? she’d asked. You are not doing it wrong, and there’s nothing to be miserable and disturbed about death, everyone deserves one.

The eternal peace and silence, she’d look forward it.

He turned his eyes away. The woman is sitting with shoulder leaning on his, but mind in a far away galaxy. At first he was annoyed by it, who or what is in her pretty head, that has such to take her away from him in a mere second? But later he noticed that maybe what this is about——what got him fall in love overwhelmingly with her. Her mind is a multidimensional ever-changing labyrinth, you can never know what’s at the centre, or even if there is any centre. She’s always indifferent.

Suddenly she raises her head. Her eyes are glazing, he has a sudden dizziness.

“I’m sorry…” He feels like a six-years old. Has her noticed? He should have though of this.

But her face confused.

“For what?” Her contemplation stills, as seagulls depart from the shore.

Their wings left a slur of shadow and light.

Death is ambiguous.