Only? u? can? have? a? peek? in? the? secret? life? of? mine? .
U? are? in? such? a? right? place? for? that? .
And? my? life? will? begin? with? u? in? case? too? sad .
But? now? I? am? so? tired? that? I '? d? rather? be? a? dirt? in? the? deepest? earth ,? without? any? sign? of? life? .
So? I? will? reveal? myself? to? u? next? time? ,? ? tomorrow? ,? if? I? am? still alive? by? the? time? .
It? is? the? only? way? that? I? can? survive .
My? teacher? ,? good? bye? .