Hopefully,? this will be my last time to interact with you in such a personal manner. but since we say all the true feelings out, I will take my moments to write down my feelings, I do this in my daily diary, but today I’ll share them openly with you:
1. You very often claim someone else’s hard work for your own benefits. Now you are claiming you are the one who is controlling cash flow, which is far from the truth.
2. You are not honest enough to tell people the facts, you only present yourself in a way to protect yourself. You selectively choose a fraction of the facts to deceive people.
3. You are the coldest- hearted man I ever met on a personal level. I will never forget the time when I was wet and searching for a drink for rob, it took me at least 5-10 minutes to find the drink he wanted, no matter how loud I called you for help, you just lay there watching TV during the 3 hours, it is my first time to the house.
4. You have very little compassion and tolerance to me. I can’t recall an event where you showed your compassion if I was feeling low or upset, if I expressed in a bitchy or negative way, you would attack me back in 10 times stronger right away, without exceptional.
5. You only allowed the people to say good words, every time I express criticism or simply state facts, you got angry, without exceptional.
6. You enjoy having power and control, you are only please the people in authority.
7. You start a thing but if things don’t go the way you want,? you pretend it never happened, for example, regarding the invoice issue, it is as if the discussion never happened, especially I told you I only have 3 days to pay my taxes, and I followed up with you for a few times, no one word gets back to me by the time.
8. I reached out to you on a personal level first and made you like me, but for 3 years, I don’t dare to get closer to you, I can’t risk the next half of my life with someone who shows no compassion towards me. I also feel my style is not compatible with yours.? I could easily make you angry and start our fights in a very negative way. It doesn’t mean we are bad people; we just need find our other halves who appreciates our ways.
9. I haven’t said many positive things here, but apart from how I felt above, everything else is good. You are smart, a fighter in life, and a hard worker.