2020-01-13
Checked out if not in Harmony
瑜伽與動(dòng)禪 是推薦的書！freeman
Pond mudra要學(xué)習(xí)
邱顯峰講很多瑜伽關(guān)聯(lián)事情
Ladu sweet核行，印度suraj媽媽做的牢硅，健康原料但糖分很多！
Consence consciousness區(qū)別何在芝雪？
Poison remedy prodigy都是James boag引申出來的减余。
That is it! The woman! To avoid it! james
https://images.app.goo.gl/5pTaEfvDpxMNCEq86印度中部寺廟性posture，算了惩系！
夫妻都生病lakshire很好照顧遠(yuǎn)房親戚佳励！但是Karma很重！
老師競爭嚴(yán)重蛆挫，nature和ethan都是ego很大赃承！
No deep massage basking close to message
晚上晚餐非常有意思，雖然吃得胃很不舒服悴侵，之后只能半躺著聽James講yoga sutra和Krishna chanting瞧剖，這些是最近鐘愛。
Avind：
If u want something not happening pls worry(underline all u worried will not happen)
Abhaysa: all things thought through, no thought, no time, no object, no ego, just him!
Budha still has saskara, manlike act, just relaxed.
Binding desires are vritties
No desire to be born or in heaven!
Ego wants to get better and better.
20 years yoga no improvement u might be getting angry.
Heaven is not purse, it will be born again.
Security of living is our need, not life pursuit or binding pursuit. Money is not problem, binding pursuit is!
Yoga is self knowledge.
回來路上和maxi聊天可免，提到Moha和married woman relationship抓于，我認(rèn)為這不是借口就可以開始和各種女孩交往嘗試，等待chanting時(shí)候浇借，m周圍都是和他熟悉女孩子捉撮，卡薩克斯坦，荷蘭妇垢，日本巾遭，希臘肉康；我和河南老師聊天，注意力都在體式灼舍，受傷后還要很努力吼和，說了幾個(gè)中國老師和臺(tái)灣老師，我就看一下骑素。
提到幾生幾世才可以解脫炫乓，或者百生百世都無法解脫，我和M提到對(duì)J和A inspired admiration献丑，只對(duì)智慧和知識(shí)動(dòng)心末捣，但找到理由無法親近，J屬蛇的创橄，或者某個(gè)女朋友喜歡他箩做，我如釋重負(fù)，就默默看著筐摘，發(fā)現(xiàn)肯定發(fā)現(xiàn)不是自己想要的卒茬，沒有人是完美的船老，所以celibacy最好咖熟。喝了椰子水，第二次柳畔，國內(nèi)就買進(jìn)口椰子水沒這里新鮮馍管，但因?yàn)榈教幎际遣徽湎Р焕茫?/p>
試圖備課2小時(shí)，4.30開始出去準(zhǔn)備薪韩，我本來請(qǐng)過Jaime确沸，prema和sarah，J非常自律和毛病多俘陷，約了周一午餐我無法參加罗捎，但他很自律，因?yàn)槌科鹁毩?xí)不吃晚餐拉盾，拒絕weekday dinner桨菜，我需要學(xué)習(xí)；prema說感覺mano pause很難受捉偏，參加不了倒得；sarah來了，知道她很多有意思事情夭禽，被領(lǐng)養(yǎng)霞掺，兒子女兒24，21讹躯，她和我同歲菩彬。
夕陽下tarrace晚餐很有氛圍缠劝，Mariana非常有趣，獅子座挤巡，對(duì)于物質(zhì)和男人都有passion剩彬，sakra很小，18歲矿卑，非常innocent喉恋，買了各種cocoa vault甜品，我也吃了母廷！deep into self question：if u being given an opportunity from whatever god, buddha, atman to realize one wish, so?
forever happiness, not passing by so quickly. equanimity, finding happiness, health, taking care of world environment........S不能回答問題轻黑，也許太年輕，也許沒啥想法琴昆。
what makes u wake up in morning? Pee, cat, dog, excited about the world, relationship, learning.......for me: biological habit, nothing so meaningful in life as a reality, I am ok if not waking up but as long as? it does, I have this craving for learning to avoid the void.
What u want to get out of mysore and is it fulfilled?? meeting new people and being a student again, being with the guru, for me, it is a good start of gap year and I am not sure I would come back if I compare with Goa in future, but it does getting better when I move to current place to meet new people.
Sarah要練習(xí)2.30起來氓鄙，6.43走，我們聊yoga哪些rules最不喜歡业舍，又不喜歡控制積累物品抖拦，6天起床練習(xí)，控制性行為舷暮，不允許喝水态罪，所有這些對(duì)我都不是困擾，沒啥不喜歡的下面，都接受复颈，尤其celibacy，所以超級(jí)適合沥割。
