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“感謝”這個詞晚缩，要正兒八經(jīng)地提上臺面，一定會有“挖媳危，好深沉”的感覺荞彼，好是當事人之間必須經(jīng)歷一場生死之交，或者場面必定擺上一碗“心靈雞湯”待笑，你一口我一口鸣皂，對那過往云煙好生沉香一爐。
隨著性格的成長暮蹂，好似我已經(jīng)不再歸屬為內(nèi)向害羞尷尬之人寞缝，尤其在文字插諢打科上。其實呢……其實沒什么啦（秘密總歸是秘密）仰泻。所以荆陆，像我這種內(nèi)心有著敏感戲又兼具了神經(jīng)病體質的人，如果煞有介事地給人說“謝謝”集侯，總有驚為天人的陣仗被啼。
那么帜消，我們就來說說那些不經(jīng)意的小事。比如說浓体，我因為認識了A泡挺，于是一起出行，期間認識了BCD命浴；因為四小齡童關系驟好娄猫，于是某天去D家吃吃喝喝；因為在紫微家看了《年代秀》生闲，偶然知道原來第一個徒步+騎自行車環(huán)游世界的牛人是個叫潘德明的中國人媳溺。挖，竊以為那些拉轟的背包客嬉皮士自由體都是外國人作為領頭羊跪腹，殊不知還有這樣的淵源……于是我dig more褂删，然后做了采訪……
我在曼谷旅舍門口，因為詢問“這里面可以吃冰淇淋嗎冲茸？”而認識了高高瘦瘦的荷蘭人屯阀，那個白皙的姑娘在我離開曼谷時還請我喝了一杯冰鎮(zhèn)紅酒。在新加坡迷路時轴术，遇見了一個建于18XX年的教堂难衰，在里面坐了好久，稀里糊涂還抹了會兒眼淚逗栽。因為忘記帶鑰匙去了成都當代美術館盖袭，發(fā)現(xiàn)那附近的窨井蓋涂成豆沙綠還頗有幾分文藝好看”顺瑁……有時候鳄虱，緣分，就是那么一瞬間的事凭峡，誰也說不清楚拙已，更說不透，那是個心知肚明的秘密摧冀。
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這幾日倍踪，對生命頗有幾分如大自然神力突顯般的肅然起敬。
2013年11月3日索昂，泰國芭提雅沉船事件建车，不過是電視新聞上的五秒摘要。然而椒惨，當我朋友面帶著絲絲浮笑缤至，對我說“當時我就在船上”、“我的救生衣是從死人身上拔下來”康谆。我一時無語领斥，只感覺背脊一身涼错洁，雞皮子疙瘩不由自主地往上冒。
2013年11月23日凌晨戒突，朋友突遇車禍，肇事車就在紅燈停的時候直愣愣地沖過來描睦，我的朋友措手不及地抱頭膊存，后座那扇車窗全碎，玻璃渣子劃破了她的太陽穴忱叭。雖只是皮外傷隔崎，卻嚇醒了所有人胃里面殘存的酒精。匆匆趕去韵丑，醫(yī)生給她縫針時爵卒，我還聽著她在委屈地說“醫(yī)生縫好點兒，本來就嫁不出去了撵彻，破相更沒人要了”钓株，卻忽而暈血倒地。第一次暈血的自己陌僵，腦袋撞出了個雞蛋大的包轴合，在這個大包變成鴿子蛋、鵪鶉蛋漸漸消失的幾十個小時內(nèi)碗短，對周遭受葛、對人與人之間微妙的情感傳遞，更多一分慎重和隨意偎谁。（感覺好矛盾总滩，其實真是這樣，你們懂啦巡雨。^_^）
福禍總相依闰渔，生命是一個化學體。我不知道如何說謝謝鸯隅，我只是慶幸在很多事情發(fā)生時澜建，身邊有誰，而盡量不去想蝌以，身邊少了誰炕舵。
《羅拉快跑》告訴我，分秒之間跟畅，世界瞬息萬變咽筋。我相信偶然、相信因果徊件、相信蝴蝶效應奸攻，也相信“不需要什么都硬塞個大道理大意義”蒜危。我總是陰差陽錯遇見一些人一些事，我不知道如果某天我沒遲到睹耐、沒坐錯車辐赞、沒出席某次活動會怎樣，但是我知道硝训，某些偶然促成了很多美麗的必然响委，當然也有很多糟糕的事。選擇了一條路窖梁，或許就永遠看不到另一條路上的風景赘风；當然，很多路都是迂回的一個圈纵刘，或許一不小心就從另一個方向抵達了邀窃。
借用白落梅的那句書名以結尾：世間所有的相遇都是久別重逢。
謝謝你的閱讀假哎。
甘藍 2013-11-26
To Random little things
It’s kind of weird for us to say “thanks” officially. It seems we have to stuffer something meaningful together, or the occasions have to be unique. Someone like me seems barely to be shy or awkward. When I said thanks seriously to someone, they were kind of surprise about my solemn attitude.
I don’t want to make the topic “thanks” seriously. I just want to talked about some amazing random little things which made our life happy, interesting, meaningful and different.
Because of knowing A, I knew BCD. And I watched a tv-show at D’s house which talked about the first person travelled around the world on foot and by bike was a Chinese, and his name is Pan Deming. The story of him inspired me to dig more, and became the hint for my article about city bicycle culture.
By asking “could I have ice-cream inside” at the door of hostel in Bangkok, I began to talk with some slim and talk Dutch, and the white girl even bought me a glass of cold wine for seeing me off that night.
I met an old church because I missed my way in Singapore, but I spent a wonderful afternoon there. Even had no idea why my tears went out.
I went to the Museum of Contemporary Art of Chengdu because I can’t go home(I left my key). And I found out there was a manhole cover was painted in light green, quite cute.
Sometimes, fate, is one moment thing. No one can tell clear, but we all know it.
Recently, I felt the strong power from life and nature.
Nov. 3rd. 2013. A tourist ferry has capsized in Thailand near the beach resort of Pattaya. This new might cost 5sec for reporting on TV. But when my friend told me with his weird smile that “I was on the boat” and “my lifejacket was from a dead woman”, I hesitated and had nothing I could say. The imagination made me flesh creep.
The early morning of Nov. 23rd, my friend had an accident. The peace-breaker drove through a red light and crashed the taxi which she was sitting in the back. Even it was scratch, it woke up the rest of alcohol in stomach. While I was hearing her words to the doctor “please stitch up skillfully, I don’t wanna have scar” while I was felling in faint. That was My first time I fainted. I got bruise on my head, as egg size, as pigeon egg size, as quail size…during these hours, I found out the subtleties parts more among people.
Life is a chemistry journey, with good, with bad. I don’t know how to say thanks. I was happy when things happened, someone was be with me. And I tried not to think about who were missing.
“Run Lola Run” told me that the world changed each second. I believe in contingency, cause &effect, butterfly effect, and also” don’t need think too much”. I always met some people and some things accidentally. I don’t know what would happen instead of not being late, not going somewhere, not doing something. But I know, the occasion led many beautiful inevitable, of course there were also a lot of bad things. Choose one path, perhaps you would never have chance to see the scenery from other roads. Of course, many roads are circuitous in a circle, perhaps you would arrive from another direction.
Thanks for your reading.
Lenore Nov. 26th 2013
