? I resemble as a walking corpse, drifting like a dandelion flying with the wind in the air. I am not a captive bird without freedom. Instead, my mind can go wild everywhere. All of the converging streams will eventually merge into the sea. And where should I go now? I am completely baffled by this problem occasionally.? ?
It is high time that I should amend myself and abandon to lead a corrupt life any longer. What I should prepare now is how to contend to excel myself. Should I struggle harder so as to confirm to my parents’ wishes? Should I let go myself so as to better shape myself for the future career? Should I emphasis too much significance on the individualism or the teamwork spirits? If so, what can I do to reckon with it?? ?
To start with, it is compulsory for me to contemplate the proposal of deeming highly of the career planning. I should choose what I will do in the near future. Yesterday one of the due graduate students told me how to make a full preparation for it. I declare I would follow some of his advice. I should not only develop my strength, but make all the necessities needed for my prospect. I should learn how to make a resume before hunting a job. I should demonstrate my quality and profession better before job interview. And so I do it.? ? ?
After setting up a goal, I should be determined enough to pursue for it. We merely don’t hope that crumble to dust, right? Just as the saying goes止后，“ Living without an aim is like sailing without a compass”, consequently, it is highly advocated that we should step forward with those goals with firm determination. I couldn’t conceive of myself as a child which was born yesterday. I could not rely on my parents as usual any more. All I should to is pack up the luggage and go on my own.? ? ?
There are so many obstacles and difficulties in our life. Let’s summon up our courage to face it with smile! We surly believe we can !
本文寫于2012.11
