Upset and messing as I was for the last week, I'm now back to my regular routines. Always as we have a memo in our life, I reckon that we need it more in our emotions in order to remind us that we have too many things to experience. Really as we want to improve more, it's not easy to get our shortcomings exposed. Let me brief you on this matter. Complicated as it could be, we would later find out how naive the testimony is as our minds would feel like standing in a court with the other side, the confused one. Security clearance as we have, going to some places, we haven't?realized we also need one when we are trying to get into someone's heart. Senior aside as a good friend may not be, actually he or she could help more. We're our own intelligence chief, so try to collect all the information?we need. Broken as our thinking system would be, we have to hang in there and feel the moment instead of escaping. I think it is an interim situation where we should hold our faith. Limited as the access to friends' heart sometimes would be, we need to have patience here. Handpicked as workers are, so does friends, however, it depends on if we're lucky to meet each other. Panel with same interests as we probably could be assigned to, we have to learn to pave the way for further development. ?Final the fact declared by life as we are unwilling to hear, we have to do something and make a difference. Too many things threatened to topple our cognition?as there are, we should admit they are perhaps just some episodes in our life that we would go though. Way to go man.