I have thought that I can escape from the struggle while it puts me to engage in it. It is not bad. At least it proves that the time you paid every day it is worth. Because it is true which builds on the day by day. So it's your accumulation helps you rather than to helped by other things.
I didn't regret what I have chosen. In contrast it helps me to think about many things clearly.
I still remembered the word that occured in the note. Please believe it it will bring some good luck to you. Actually it is true.