今天讀完了最后一章,悄悄松了一口氣贝奇。讀這個故事讓我有一點兒揪心虹菲,有一點兒折磨,還有一點兒困惑掉瞳。
牢獄生活和所經(jīng)歷的一切毕源,讓黨真正鉆進Winston的心里。他背叛了Julia陕习,Julia亦是如此霎褐。他們不再在意別人,只剩下關心自己该镣。因此他們形同陌路冻璃、分道揚鑣。
"Sometimes," she said, "they threaten you with something something you can't stand up to, can't even think about." And then you say, "Don't do it to me, do it to somebody else, do it to so-and-so......All you care about is yourself. And after that, you don't feel the same towards the other person any longer."
Winston終于迎來了那顆早晚會來的子彈损合,這一段我反反復復看了幾遍省艳,也沒有分清這到底是臆想還是真實。但也許并沒有什么分別嫁审,即使他還活著也是一具行尸走肉跋炕。因為經(jīng)歷了這么多,他早已不是先前的自己律适,他放棄了自己的思想和靈魂辐烂,終究還是愛上了老大哥。