2020-02-15

我和妓女老鴨子住一起颜曾，半夜都是噪音或者小型party，酒精秉剑，早晨香煙環(huán)繞泛豪，女人們餓急了一樣吃水果，男人 膀大腰圓一邊道歉自己抽煙侦鹏，一邊用很糟糕的英語投訴shower不工作诡曙，幾個胖女人要么凌晨回來，要么有車凌晨接他們出去略水，正好都是我瑜伽時候价卤！抽煙和vordaca，每天都是酒瓶子聚请，和我打招呼荠雕，很友好，我也很友好驶赏，因為知道妓女通常都有善良一面，都是我的反射既鞠，如果我夠好煤傍，她們也很好，看來我對J的反射不好嘱蛋，目前比較令人失望蚯姆！

昨晚開始琢磨回紐約做啥，bill fisher8月份回去洒敏，我問他龄恋，滑稽是他剛完成high performance leadership也在想同樣的事！

u find all these fine qualities in one, another, on different persons then suddenly u see it is all in one!肯定不是我的case凶伙，我看到問題郭毕。

impermanent 即使再好的關系和passion，所以昂佟显押！

money is a real test on human nature, so far nobody passed it easily and sunny is ok since she has money or she just live on what she said, all rest including parents are failed, what about myself, same thing failed to myself that I care so much about it， not about getting more of it but mind if people want to take advantage of me for money!

對自己好享受一個人的時光傻挂！瑜伽海灘看到朝陽升起乘碑，真的美極了，竟然可以軟軟的沙灘后彎起身金拒，不錯兽肤，早餐吃了很棒的coconut roti，超極好吃，猶如蔥油餅一樣的crispy配方资铡，espresso wonderful沉迹，基本都是1000rp早餐。之后竟然找到一個超級spa害驹， sanctuary spa鞭呕，在主街道后面一個安靜的空間，都是gay一樣的男孩子管理宛官，想到之前提到的gay比較容易服務女人葫松，一個丹麥男孩子問我來自哪里，american/chinese底洗，他說chinese I can tell腋么，陽光的高個子白皮膚讓我想到Peter，去了樓上空氣流通的看到熱帶雨林的房間亥揖，完美干凈珊擂，deep tissue massage舒服，男孩子很棒的手法和胳膊肘的壓力费变，我的渾身敏感處好了一些摧扇，今天繼續(xù)癢。也做了facial挚歧，第一次扛稽，因為實在慘不堪看，4700我認為很值盎骸在张！也是為了J投資吧，其實是對自己好矮慕！男孩子問我中國virus情況：it is in peak, hard for all people in China, but we are strong, we learned lessons no matter how much money u earn and how much material health we accumulate it is health most important, eat well, exercise, massage, relax.

All the signs tell me not going back anymore, I should do it, with one bag.

shrub mixed vinegar帮匾，是新的嘗試，試圖完成下周課程復習痴鳄。

看到Eddie post瘟斜，不管真假，都很羨慕他對jocelin的愛夏跷，希望成為第二個jocelin還是第一個lin哼转？有希望嗎，就是要傻傻的奉獻槽华，不求回報壹蔓，不問因果，有希望懊ㄌ佣蓉！

去游泳披摄，還是storm，也無所謂勇凭，就是客服jelly fish擔心疚膊，總是到了另一處，黑金沙灘虾标，很多mineral寓盗，希望可以heal我的傷痛

到處都是俄羅斯人，不是對民族有任何歧視璧函，就是非常不健康的吸煙傀蚌，喝酒，暴飲暴食蘸吓，每個人都舔著個巨大的肚子善炫，看著好可怕】饧蹋看到一個俄羅斯女孩提供ashtanga class箩艺，美得很，也是即將逝去的美宪萄，因而更難得艺谆！晚上waiter說russian just to beach then home, nowhere else, drug, alcohol and smoke, maybe sex?

我去了kingfisher，看到incense：Mysore Agarbathi is a variety of incense sticks manufactured at Mysore using locally grown ingredients which was found only in state of Karnataka before. 有意思雨膨，我應該在那里多買些擂涛。

很多人看到我都問我virus，massage place聊记，餐廳，我都說自己住在美國恢暖，為中國和在那里的人擔憂排监。watier說： just like bruce lee！

I laughed, u know what Bruce Lee said: be water my friend, we are all water, in the same sea, what happened in China is affecting all of us, wise man!

angampora我學到杰捂，waiter很感興趣舆床，需要學習很多醫(yī)學，hela wedakama嫁佳，我鼓勵男孩子學習挨队，問他jelly fish， never happened he said, we do not have, same like when I went to UK just before got bitten by jelly fish Nuannuan said we swam years never happened to us, seems I attract jelly fish, pls do good to me.

Indigenous Medicine of Sri Lanka (Hela Wedakama) is an ancient wisdom tradition of healthcare and healing practices inherited by cultural heritage unique to native people. Indigenous medical knowledge and practices dispersed throughout the country are culture-bound repository of ancestral wisdom prevailed through generations. HELA WEDA MAHIMA is a sector-specific ICH production that presents most of ICH elements pertaining to livelihoods and craftsmanship associated with indigenous medical sector. Therefore selection of captions and stories should be very authentic and genuine to represent the heritage of culture and traditional identities of indigenous medicine in Sri Lanka.

晚上party 10.30開始蒿往，凌晨結束盛垦，估計我已經(jīng)起來啦。確實如此瓤漏，今天早晨經(jīng)歷了party 結束meat packing district 一樣的交通堵塞和喧鬧腾夯。