給自己一個(gè)簡單的生活
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斷網(wǎng)一個(gè)月，很享受那種不與外界聯(lián)系的狀態(tài)煮岁，沒有網(wǎng)絡(luò)孕讳，在異國他鄉(xiāng)，仿佛真的與世隔絕雏亚。家鄉(xiāng)的一切節(jié)日與我無關(guān)，他國的風(fēng)俗習(xí)慣也與我無關(guān)摩钙。今天是情人節(jié)罢低，我的存在，仿佛只是我自己胖笛。沒有網(wǎng)絡(luò)的時(shí)候奕短，可以安靜地在睡覺之前看看書，擺在床頭半年的兩本書一周就讀完了匀钧，以前是抱著手機(jī)被無聊的各種信息充斥著大腦翎碑，躲在被窩里抱著手機(jī)不睡覺，浪費(fèi)了太多的美好時(shí)光之斯。我喜歡把書捧在手里的感覺日杈，常常可以在書店里泡上一整天佑刷，也不愿意下載電子書抱著手機(jī)看莉擒；我喜歡把文字寫在紙上，一段詩詞瘫絮，一點(diǎn)游記涨冀，或許只是夢醒的一些囈語，可以觸摸到字透紙背的痕跡麦萤，有汗水鹿鳖，有淚水，還有指紋與紙交匯在一起壮莹；我喜歡帶了速寫本去寫生翅帜，而不是拍了照片對(duì)著電腦畫畫，當(dāng)把風(fēng)景畫在紙上命满，仿佛我就融入到了風(fēng)景之中涝滴，可以感受到風(fēng)，感受到陽光胶台，或許哪天下雨歼疮，有雨滴的痕跡在畫作里，多么美好诈唬；我也喜歡約了朋友面對(duì)面地聊天韩脏，一杯咖啡，一壺茶讯榕，而不是我們坐在一起骤素，卻都把眼睛埋在自己的手機(jī)里匙睹。
現(xiàn)代社會(huì)網(wǎng)絡(luò)的便捷愚屁，仿佛一個(gè)手機(jī)就可以搞定一切济竹，很多人一分鐘都不能離開手機(jī)，沒有了手機(jī)霎槐，仿佛沒有了靈魂送浊。你可不可以嘗試一次不帶手機(jī)的旅行？不是百度或谷歌地圖丘跌，而是一張實(shí)實(shí)在在的地圖袭景。一個(gè)人，或和愛人朋友結(jié)伴而行闭树，不是在網(wǎng)絡(luò)里看世界美景耸棒，而是用腳步來丈量土地，用眼睛去看旅途的風(fēng)景报辱∮胙辏或許找一個(gè)地方，或許會(huì)走錯(cuò)路碍现，或許要問很多人幅疼，但是我們多了很多交流，沒有冰冷的導(dǎo)航聲音昼接，前方左轉(zhuǎn)爽篷，100米右轉(zhuǎn)。如遇見非常友善的人慢睡，或許會(huì)親自帶你到目的地逐工，也許就這樣，多了一個(gè)朋友漂辐，多了很多趣事钻弄。
早晨鍛煉看到一對(duì)背包客，兩個(gè)人的包裹高出頭頂許多窘俺，是白種人，是一對(duì)情侶或是夫妻复凳，拿著一本厚厚的地圖在研究瘤泪，朝陽把他們的影子拉得很長，我凝望著他們育八，有點(diǎn)感動(dòng)得想落淚对途。這是最好的情人節(jié)吧？攜手走過的旅程髓棋，異國他鄉(xiāng)的相伴实檀。不帶手機(jī)或任何電子產(chǎn)品的旅行惶洲，不能到處拍照，就要狠狠的把風(fēng)景留在腦海里膳犹，沒有帶著耳機(jī)的音樂恬吕，你可以更清晰地聽到鳥叫聲，還有汽車?yán)嚷曅氪玻蛟S噪音都會(huì)讓你覺得親切铐料，你能真切感受到風(fēng)吹過樹葉的輕柔，花兒在陽光下的綻放豺旬。沒有了一切聯(lián)系人钠惩，你會(huì)覺得擦肩而過的路人仿佛都向你微笑，沒有了電話和網(wǎng)絡(luò)族阅，你會(huì)更深切的感受到自己——我是誰篓跛？我在哪里？我要做什么坦刀？我想要什么愧沟？我們沉迷在網(wǎng)絡(luò)里，有多久沒有問過自己這些問題了求泰？有多久沒有純粹的思考過關(guān)于自我的問題了央渣？我們拍照，是要留下美好的瞬間渴频。在我們的生命里芽丹，常常會(huì)覺得快樂是短暫的，憂傷會(huì)一直圍繞著你卜朗。那么拔第，我們更想留下的點(diǎn)什么，或許分手的情侶场钉，沒有一個(gè)月就模糊了對(duì)方的臉蚊俺，我們依賴冰冷的機(jī)器，人與人之間也顯得冷漠了許多逛万。
多么懷念大學(xué)時(shí)候泳猬，還沒有手機(jī)之前，和遠(yuǎn)方的朋友寫上一封信宇植，手繪的信紙得封，疊成紙鶴，桃心和各種不同的形式指郁，一筆一劃地寫方塊字忙上，放上一張近照，貼上郵票闲坎，投入郵筒疫粥，仿佛那問候就隨著那一封信越來越遠(yuǎn)的走過去茬斧，想象朋友拆開信封的瞬間快樂，以及自己等待回信的期盼梗逮，那種美好项秉，不是現(xiàn)在打開QQ或微信視頻就可以看到對(duì)方的感覺。現(xiàn)在便捷的聯(lián)系方式库糠，卻疏遠(yuǎn)了朋友之間的情誼伙狐，太過方便的聯(lián)絡(luò)涮毫，有時(shí)候卻忽略了彼此瞬欧。新年到來的時(shí)候我寄了一些明信片給好友，漂洋過海的走了快一個(gè)月罢防，他收到的時(shí)候艘虎，說感動(dòng)得落淚。如果只是微信里群發(fā)的問候咒吐，我們會(huì)被感動(dòng)嗎野建？當(dāng)然這些問候也許是真誠的，但卻少了很多情誼恬叹。就像穿著媽媽手作的布鞋候生，和商場里買的，會(huì)是一樣的感覺嗎绽昼？那一針一線納的鞋底唯鸭，有多少愛在其中。有沒有這樣一個(gè)雨夜硅确，或者夢中醒來目溉，或者酒后失眠，想和誰聊聊天菱农，翻遍手機(jī)的聯(lián)系人缭付，卻找不到可以傾訴的對(duì)象。我們已經(jīng)遺忘了過去循未，已經(jīng)不能回到臺(tái)燈下打開紙筆寫下自己的思念的時(shí)代了陷猫，又怎么能回到過去？或許此時(shí)的妖，在你身邊绣檬，都沒有紙筆的存在，一切都是手機(jī)羔味，想要記錄可以語音河咽，可以拍照，真要提筆寫字赋元，可能有很多字都不會(huì)寫了忘蟹。那時(shí)候在學(xué)校飒房，想要和最近宿舍的同學(xué)說句話，也要到她身邊媚值，串個(gè)門狠毯，多了幾聲問候，多走了幾步路褥芒，現(xiàn)在樓上樓下嚼松，有事沒事都是手機(jī)、網(wǎng)絡(luò)和電話锰扶，溝通便捷了献酗，感情遠(yuǎn)了；聯(lián)絡(luò)方便了坷牛，距離遠(yuǎn)了罕偎；世界縮小了，心卻空了京闰。
在寫下這些文字的時(shí)候颜及，我狠心把WIFI關(guān)閉，但我知道一會(huì)兒我還是會(huì)把它打開蹂楣。我不可能回到過去俏站，就像我沒有足夠的毅力去實(shí)現(xiàn)夢想，網(wǎng)絡(luò)修好的這幾天痊土，我糾結(jié)著瀏覽新聞肄扎，娛樂和八卦，有空的時(shí)候就刷朋友圈施戴，會(huì)在淘寶逛一個(gè)多小時(shí)反浓，其實(shí)什么都不需要買。也讀讀名家的詩詞和文章赞哗，或者看看大師的繪畫雷则，我知道我已經(jīng)離不開網(wǎng)絡(luò)，就像吸毒的人很難戒毒一樣肪笋，即使戒掉了月劈，依然會(huì)懷念那種所謂的飄飄欲仙的感覺，我沒有體會(huì)過藤乙，但我覺得那就像現(xiàn)代人對(duì)網(wǎng)絡(luò)的依戀一樣猜揪，Internet是戒不掉的癮。我給自己找種種的理由坛梁，比如我要和家人聯(lián)系啊而姐，我要和兒子視頻啊，這是最好的溝通方式划咐；我要學(xué)習(xí)啊拴念，這是最快捷最方便的工具钧萍；我要與時(shí)俱進(jìn)啊，這樣才能走的更遠(yuǎn)……可是我失去了什么政鼠，是什么讓我迷失了自己风瘦？
不能放棄或是回到過去，那就給自己一個(gè)簡單的生活吧公般，寫字万搔、畫畫、喝茶官帘、聊天瞬雹，春天踏青，冬日尋梅遏佣，偶爾在網(wǎng)絡(luò)里挖炬，但不要迷失自己揽浙。
2015.2.14上午 于菲律賓碧瑤
Give Yourself A Simple Life
Broken network for a month, and enjoy the kind of contact with the outside world, no network, in a foreign country, as if I really isolated. My hometown has nothing to do with me, his country's customs and I have nothing to do. Today is Valentine's day, I exist, as if I am only myself. When there is no network, you can quietly before going to bed to read the book, placed in bed for half a year, I use a week to finish studying the two books, in the past, holding the phone is boring, all kinds of information filled with the brain, hiding in the quilt, holding the phone, I don't sleep, I waste too much of a good time. I like the feeling of the book in my hands, I often stay in the bookstore all day, I am unwilling to download e-books with a mobile phone to read; I like to write on paper, write a poem, write a travel journal, or just write some nonsense to wake up, so that I can touch the word through the back paper trail, there is sweat, tears, and fingerprints and paper joined together; I like to take a sketch book to sketch, rather than taking photos in front of the computer drawing, when the landscape painting on paper, as if I was into the scenery, I can feel the wind, I feel the sun or rain, or which day will rain, there are rain traces in the paintings, it’s so good; I also like some friends chatting face to face, a cup of Coffee, a pot of tea, instead we sat together, our eyes are buried in our mobile phone.
The convenience of modern social networks, as if a phone can get everything, a lot of people can not leave a minute without a phone, as if there is no soul. Can you try a trip without a cell phone? Not the map in Baidu or in Google, but a real map. A person, or with a lover of friends, and the line, you should not see the world of beauty in the network , but with the footsteps to measure the land, you should see the scenery of the journey with eyes. Perhaps you find a place, you may go wrong, perhaps you must ask a lot of people, but we have talked a lot, no cold voice navigation, turn left in front of you, at the 100 meters, turn right. If you meet very friendly people, perhaps they will personally take you to the destination, perhaps you have a friend more, and you will have a lot of fun.
Exercise in the morning I see a pair of backpackers, two parcels higher than their head, they are white, they are a pair of lovers or husband and wife, holding a thick book of maps in the study, the sun pull their shadow very long, I'm staring at them, I somewhat was moved to tears. Is this the best Valentine's day? Hand in hand, the concomitant of a foreign country. Without mobile phones or any other electronic products of travel, they can not take pictures everywhere, they mercilessly keep the scenery in the mind, without music on headphones, you can clearly hear the sound of the birds, and the sound of a car horn, perhaps noise will make you feel warm, you can truly feel the soft wind blowing through the leaves and flowers in the sun under the bloom.?Without all the contacts, you will feel that the passers-by as if you are smiling to you, there is no phone and the network, you will be more deeply felt themselves - who I am??Where am I? What do I do? What do I want? How long have we been addicted to the Internet, and how long have we not been asking ourselves? How long did it not be pure thinking about the problem of self? We take pictures, is to leave a beautiful moment. In our lives, often feeling happy is short-lived, sadness will be always around you. Well, we want to leave a little something, perhaps a couple of parting, not more than one month, on the blurred the other's face, we rely on the cold machine, the person also appears to be indifferent between each other.
How miss college life, before mobile phones, and distant friend should write a letter, hand-painted stationery, folded paper cranes, peach heart and various forms, brushstroke write block word, put on a piece of photograph, stamp, a mailbox, as if the greeting followed that letter walking farther and farther, imagine friends open the envelopes of instant happiness, and look forward to waiting for reply, the kind of beautiful thing, now is not the time to open the QQ or micro video you can see each other's feelings. Now convenient contact, but alienated the friendship between friends, too convenient contact, sometimes ignored each other. The arrival of the new year I sent some postcards to friends and traveled across oceans in spending a month, when he received , that was moved to tears. If only the micro channel send greetings, we will be moved? Of course, these greetings may be sincere, but a lot of friendship. just like Mom wearing handmade cloth shoes, and comparing with we bought a pair in a department store, will you feel the same? The stitch soles, how much love in them. There is no such a rainy night, , wake up from a dream, or drink the insomnia, who talk with you?, a turn over the phone contact, but we can not find the person who talks to the object. We have forgotten the past, we can not return to the lamp to open the paper and write down their own era of the missing, how can you return to the past? Perhaps at this time, around you, are not a pen and paper, everything is mobile phone, want to record voice, can take pictures, really want to pick up a pen to write, there may be many words are not written. At that time in the school, want and recent dormitory students say a word, but also to her side, on a door, salutation, walk a few steps, now upstairs downstairs, something all right is mobile phone, Internet and telephone, communication is convenient and where is the feelings? Easy to contact the distance; the world has shrunk, the heart is empty.
When I wrote these words, I am cruel to WIFI, I want to turn it off, but I know I will open it. I might not make it back, just like I don't have enough willpower to realize the dream, repair the network in the past few days I have been struggling with a browse news, entertainment and gossip, empty on the brush when the circle of friends, visiting more than an hour in Taobao, in fact, do not need to buy.?Also read the famous poems and articles, or look at the master's painting, I know that I has been inseparable from the network, like a drug will hardly be able to abstain from the same, even quit, I will still miss the feeling that the so-called fairy, I did not realize, but I feel like the modern attachment to the network, the Internet is an inveterate addiction.?I find excuses for yourself, for example, I want to contact the family ah, I want to contact the son of a video, which is the best way to communicate. I have to learn ah. This is the fastest and most convenient tools; I want to keep pace with the times, so that we can go farther... But what did I lose, what made me lose myself?
Can not give up or go back to the past, then give yourself a simple life, writing, painting, tea, chat, spring outing, looking for plum in winter, occasionally in the network, but don't lose yourself.
2015.2.14 am in Philippines Baguio
