--Sometimes I do want to forget everything like a fish which only has a three second memory.
I still can clearly remember the first class that I taken, in a balmy morning, birds were nest on the tree, breeze played tricks on the soft grass, cars moved slowly in the distance. Everything seem to be perfect. My teacher stood on the platform told us how to behave ourselves and how to treat other people well. And I take it for grant that life must be in this way--with friends surrounded people treat others well without any tricks.
But when I look back to my life, things are not the same as it depicted on the textbook.? ? Hardly it exists the kind of friendship in which people turly want to help others, they do it for their own benefits. I alway want to be nice to almost everyone I met. But life is that ridiculous, when you are kind, others may make fun of you, they even laughed at you when you do not share the common interests with them even it is not a positive one. I alway try to forget these negative thoughts try to forgive others, I do admit that it works sometimes but mostly based on you being the fault maker. Maybe I should try another way to face the world, try to be a different person. Even it is not myself, but I promise that I will be back when I met the right people.
