? ? I am still writing something today , just for fun and finishing my daily task .
? ? Living in a new place force me to develop a brand-new habit of daily schedule . I can get up at six o’clock now . I go downstairs to buy myself breakfast and then return to recite my English words . My memory is declining and I have to spend almost two hours to finish my 200 words task .
? ? The project manager told me that our part-time job hasn’t been started yet and we needed more training blah blah . What else can I do ? Waiting , waiting , waiting …
? ? I empty and relax myself for nearly six months . I will be a workaholic once I start my training in hospital , I suppose . I am eager to exhaust my vigor in a normal work , to make more money . My little coffer is empty now .
? ? The noise of house decoration in the community torments me . That’s a disadvantage of metropolis . People are always constructing and decorating , never bored of it .
? ? I want to continue reading my book , The Plum in the Golden Vase . An unexplained anxiety lingers in my mind and I can’t devote myself into the book world . I am easily distracted by some diversions such as a phone ring , my unwashed clothes , an invitation of playing computer games from my friends . The book is too thick to finish reading it in a short time . I still remember I have spent several years in finishing reading another thick book discontinuously , Biography of Hu Xue-yan , I started reading this book in 2013 and finished it in 2019 . I didn’t take the book into my? army when I prepared to accept my soldier’s responsibility . It is really a long story and I don’t want to reread it though I know it will benefit me . In the past months , I have finished reading The Witcher , Stories about Ming Dynasties , Three-Body Problem . There still are a pile of books waiting for me , my Song of Ice and Fire in English , Mao’ Selected Works . I am a little regretful for my impulsive decision of purchasing those books early . I have overrated my reading ability and speed .
? ? It is rainy in the morning and it turns into a sunny day in the afternoon . The nature is so amazing . I enjoy the sunshine and I want to become a tree so I can absorb the nutrition and power from the sun . I really hate the way humans replenish their energy—eating and drinking all the time and then urinating and shitting , moving from here to there . I hope I could be a tree so I can keep still in the ground lazily . Nothing will bother me since then .
