2018年其實(shí)喜憂參半吧倚聚， 是不是也要做一個(gè)總結(jié)呢？其實(shí)寫了一篇英文總結(jié)的怕家人看到凿可，但是總感覺(jué)喪喪的惑折，深夜時(shí)分的我總是有點(diǎn)矯情授账，廢話少說(shuō)還是直入正題吧。2018年總感覺(jué)喪喪的惨驶，我怕自己一回想啥事都沒(méi)干白热，畢竟自己身邊優(yōu)秀的人這么多。
一月份那會(huì)自己還沉浸在轉(zhuǎn)專業(yè)和復(fù)習(xí)期末考試的雙重壓力之下粗卜，印象最深刻的是那次轉(zhuǎn)專業(yè)考試的晚上屋确，我?guī)еo張的心情考完轉(zhuǎn)專業(yè)考試之后整個(gè)人陷入極度混亂之中，頭巨痛续扔，覺(jué)得聽力超級(jí)難攻臀，口語(yǔ)學(xué)了一兩年好像也沒(méi)有什么優(yōu)勢(shì)，回到宿舍還要準(zhǔn)備第二天兩門專業(yè)課考試纱昧，那會(huì)覺(jué)得自己鐵定轉(zhuǎn)不了吧刨啸，只能呆在新傳院了，后來(lái)晚上很煩识脆，躺在床上復(fù)習(xí)還睡著了设联，我舍友都通宵復(fù)習(xí)，我為此付出了慘痛的代價(jià)—掛科４媪АＢ丶觥雕拼！后來(lái)一直是覺(jué)得轉(zhuǎn)專業(yè)考試嗨我頭疼睡著了纵东，其實(shí)是在為自己找借口。
二月份轉(zhuǎn)專業(yè)成功和我寒假兼職啥寇，為了補(bǔ)貼點(diǎn)自己的生活費(fèi)我找了一份兼職偎球，還算方便，整個(gè)寒假都很開心辑甜，和大家在一起工作雖然有時(shí)候比較累衰絮，但是說(shuō)真的還挺好玩的，可能是我得知自己轉(zhuǎn)專業(yè)過(guò)了之后無(wú)比開心吧磷醋，還有那場(chǎng)大雪猫牡，挺讓人激動(dòng)的，雖然自己把錢在寒假的時(shí)候都用的差不多了邓线，因?yàn)楹偃フ襰hark他們還去了歡樂(lè)谷玩淌友，吃了幾次飯，還給自己買了衣服骇陈，錢就沒(méi)了震庭，算是給自己的獎(jiǎng)勵(lì)吧。
三月份見了新同學(xué)你雌，感覺(jué)真的很開心器联，各種活動(dòng)都想?yún)⒓樱鲎约合矚g做的事情，精神就是好拨拓，那段時(shí)間算是給新同學(xué)和老師們留下了比較好的印象肴颊，每天6:30起來(lái)，被各種作業(yè)和活動(dòng)充實(shí)著渣磷，在努力適應(yīng)新環(huán)境中享受著這種奇妙的快樂(lè)苫昌。
四月帶好朋友一起回家玩了幾天，沒(méi)有合適的假期幸海，只能清明節(jié)回去啦祟身，那個(gè)時(shí)候記得是費(fèi)了好大一波周折才去成功的，再一次感受了武漢的市井氣息物独。
五月進(jìn)入跑步鍛煉期— 連續(xù)一個(gè)多月每天平均4公里的慢跑袜硫，那段時(shí)光是我和肖肖的共同美好回憶，岳麓山上變幻的燈光挡篓，耳機(jī)里傳來(lái)同感的音樂(lè)婉陷。
六月final show結(jié)束，記得比較深的是和夢(mèng)佳的report show官研，可能是因?yàn)槭侵餮莸木壒拾苫喟摹５前褜W(xué)習(xí)和工作的事情兼顧好了之后，興趣去這方面仿佛沒(méi)有好好地發(fā)展下去戏羽，琴行的課老是趕不上担神，當(dāng)初為了堅(jiān)持下去特意選了一把貴一點(diǎn)的吉他，以后要好好堅(jiān)持下去始花。
七月教書妄讯，給爺爺奶奶外婆個(gè)買了一雙鞋，媽媽一條裙子酷宵。做了人生中第一次做有意義的兼職亥贸，和孩子們?cè)谝黄鸬臅r(shí)光讓我忘記許多煩惱，連續(xù)一個(gè)多月的教學(xué)浇垦，每天六節(jié)課炕置，中午也要坐班，很累但是很劃得來(lái)男韧，因?yàn)橐粋€(gè)月下來(lái)自己瘦了十斤朴摊，還陪他們打籃球，走街串巷煌抒，回訪舊街中學(xué)仍劈，心想著這群孩子以后都會(huì)有大出息。
八月份最倒霉寡壮，從平衡車上摔了下來(lái)贩疙；本來(lái)和肖肖約定好出去旅游的計(jì)劃也被擱置了讹弯，在家躺了個(gè)把星期，摔的那會(huì)短暫性失憶这溅，差點(diǎn)忘記了一個(gè)多月的事组民，右手錯(cuò)位，老弟在家伺候了很久悲靴，辛苦他了臭胜，不枉我給買東西。
九月班委換屆競(jìng)選團(tuán)支書還在一個(gè)社團(tuán)掛了個(gè)副理事長(zhǎng)癞尚，去了薛之謙的演唱會(huì)也很喜歡他了耸三，想要為新班級(jí)多做的事，后來(lái)發(fā)現(xiàn)其實(shí)有沒(méi)什么浇揩，只不過(guò)多花點(diǎn)時(shí)間和心力希望2019年我們班能夠個(gè)好結(jié)果仪壮。
十月翻譯作品登上了外院首刊英文雜志，也是出乎我意料胳徽，設(shè)計(jì)的校慶80周年的明信片竟拿了個(gè)一等獎(jiǎng)积锅，還過(guò)了一個(gè)特別喜慶熱鬧的生日，和家人一起吃肉唱歌其實(shí)不比和朋友一起差养盗，和朋友一起你請(qǐng)缚陷，和家人一起都是他們請(qǐng)。
十一月經(jīng)歷了第三個(gè)百團(tuán)大戰(zhàn)和我們班新學(xué)年第一次班級(jí)活動(dòng)往核，還有一次難以言說(shuō)的苦楚箫爷，舍友說(shuō)感覺(jué)像是在追劇一般，每天問(wèn)我更新了沒(méi)有铆铆，其實(shí)劇情也都是她們推動(dòng)的蝶缀，我想給她們?cè)跓o(wú)聊的大學(xué)生活中帶來(lái)點(diǎn)歡樂(lè)也不是不行的
十二月完成各項(xiàng)專業(yè)學(xué)習(xí)任務(wù)后回家，聽下雪的聲音薄货，也要忙著陪老人說(shuō)話聊天，害怕子欲養(yǎng)而親不待碍论。
其實(shí)這學(xué)期自己還是很喪的谅猾，沒(méi)有一起那么有激情和動(dòng)力了，但是自律都是自己給的鳍悠，你有多自律税娜，你就有多優(yōu)秀。
希望2019年的自己想我媽媽說(shuō)的那樣-快樂(lè)藏研，樂(lè)觀敬矩，陽(yáng)光，微笑蠢挡，積極弧岳，做個(gè)更加優(yōu)秀的人
喪版
49minutes later, 2019 comes with us. And now it’s in the deep of night. I get out of my mind. When I can’t get to sleep, numerous thoughts would creep into my mind. This year, what bothered me most was still something about relationship, which is strange and hard to figure out the philosophy contained. This year, I am 20. Time is like sand clock, flowing away unexpectedly. When looking back, you find it gone and we have grown up. Life has walked by 1/5,maybe 1/4.
Everything is changing.
About the family- my father is still the same way as before, and I once tried to talk with him, hoping him being a good father, but all effort is in vain. It is really ridiculous, and I don’t know how to face him and I hate him indeed. Just because I am 20, every member in my family thinks that I should know more things, meaning? taking more responsibility and smiling when supposed to cry and argue. When my brother plays the games, the person talking to him like a mother but regarded as a evil in his eye was me. When my grandmother was worried about my uncle’s career, I was the person to whom she complained to seek for comfort. Nobody really knows what I want and how I feel. My mom is always silent, and I have got used to it. Maybe someone knows , but who knows someone, maybe nobody knows, just I know.
About the friend
Life is like a train, someone gets on; someone gets off. This feeling, I have got it very well, is nothing. The most precious lesson I learned was to cherish the person who stand by your side at the right moment. But still, I love my classmates and best roommates, not because they are all nice, but they make me feel how nice to be in a loving place. The homework of our major is really fuck heavy, but witnessing every of my loving classmates finish them one by one and seeing them post some funny moments and gifs in their social websites are cheerful .
