<一個陌生女人的來信>劇照
I know full well that you are used to hearing women say that they love you. But I am sure that no one else has ever loved you so slavishly, with such doglike fidelity, with such devotion, as I did and do. Nothing can equal the unnoticed love of a child. It is hopeless and subservient; it is patient and passionate; it is something which the covetous love of a grown woman, the love that is unconsciously exacting can never be. None but lonely children can cherish such a passion.? The others will squander their feelings in companionship, will dissipate them in confidential talks.? They have heard and read much of love, and they know that it comes to all. They play with it like a toy; they flaunt it as a boy flaunts his first cigarette. But I had no confidant; I had been neither taught nor warned; I was inexperienced and unsuspecting.
I rushed to meet my fate.
版本一:
我知道你習慣了女人說愛你. 但我確信沒有人像我一樣如此盲目, 如此卑微又忠貞地愛著你. 因為沒有什么能比得上一個孩子不被人察覺的愛情. 它充滿了絕望和卑微, 卻又持久, 飽含激情. 它不同于成熟女人那貪求回報的愛, 那種愛難以取悅.
只有孤獨的孩子才會珍惜這種感情. 其他人會把它揮霍在同伴身上, 或者密友的交談上. 他們聽過或讀過太多的愛情故事, 也知道愛情總會到來. 他們玩弄愛情,像男孩炫耀自己的第一根煙一樣.
但我沒有密友, 沒人教我或提醒我, 我毫無經(jīng)驗, 毫無準備. 我一頭扎進我的命運.
版本二:?
我知道女人們經(jīng)常向你這個驕縱壞了的人說這句話“泳ィ可是請你相信我，沒有一個女人，像我這樣死心塌地的愛過你丧没，過去是這樣婚瓜，這么多年過去了仍然是這樣编兄。因為這世界上沒有什么東西歼跟，可以比的上一個孩子暗中懷有的不為人所察覺的愛情却嗡。因為這種愛情不抱希望，低聲下氣嘹承，曲意逢迎，熱情奔放如庭。這和成年女人的那種欲火炙烈叹卷，不知不覺中貪求無厭的愛情完全不同撼港。只有孤獨的孩子，才能把全部的熱情聚集起來骤竹。我毫無閱歷帝牡，毫無準備，我一頭栽進我的命運蒙揣，就像跌進一個深淵靶溜。
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