Remembering my outrageous eating action last night, I went straight on Amazon before leaving the house by 6.30am to order a generous amount of sugar free sweets/ lollies which would arrive the same day.
Yesterday I thought about the things in my daily routine tightly related to smoking, then I realised that I unconsciously kicked my morning coffee out of my life. That was a positive sign, I then left home feeling mixed.
I still was not sure what's going on inside this body of mine, I could feel clearly that there had been a serious impact both physically and psychologically. Say, last night, I would see myself nothing more than just a vampire who couldn't fight the thirst for blood when dawn fell upon.
Then I had a good day at work. The crave for cigarette was fading, and my mood was quite stable. It seems that I rode on this roller-coaster of mood swings and today is surely a high day.
The sugar free sweets arrived in the evening. And oh, they are tasty, as animal blood to vampires though the prime desire is still human blood :D
I sincerely hope tomorrow will be ok too. However, now I realised a new issue, my energy level is running low. I'll leave it for a few more days to observe.
