前幾天蒙谓，寫日記時(shí)始終有一種揪心的感覺斥季，不知道來源于何處。那是真正身體上的感受累驮，心臟部位被攥住一樣酣倾。那晚我臨睡前，我默默祈禱了一下谤专，希望能從夢(mèng)中得到點(diǎn)什么明確的啟示灶挟。然而，第二天早上起來毒租，并不記得有什么相關(guān)的夢(mèng)境稚铣。
今天凌晨，我在夢(mèng)中醒來墅垮。約莫是哭醒的惕医，很絢麗的夢(mèng)境，很悲傷算色。醒來后抬伺，我頗有些不愿意忘記那夢(mèng)境。但旋即又想灾梦，如果連夢(mèng)中的感覺與念想都放不下∠康觯現(xiàn)實(shí)生活中就更別說了妓笙，難怪乎難「放下」。不管怎樣能岩，還是堅(jiān)持不說夢(mèng)的具體內(nèi)容罷寞宫！夢(mèng)過了，就讓他夢(mèng)過好了拉鹃。
早上徹底醒來后辈赋，忽然想到，哦膏燕。是這次的夢(mèng)境來告訴我钥屈，那揪心的源頭嗎？是「死亡」嗎坝辫？這倒是真的篷就，「生死一念」，我離勘破他還早得遠(yuǎn)呢近忙。繼續(xù)在這日常生活中用功吧腻脏。
未知生，焉知死银锻！
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