Reading these words you can feel the warmth from the author. The author still likes a brother to help his sister or brother. It is really appreciate that I can read these words. It gives me a lot of enlightenment.
I have thought I wanted to give up? with the short time to review it I am afraid of failure. While it doesn't matter if I can stand here I still have chance to do it. No matter what result it is just enjoy te process. At least I know what I have learned from these preparations.
Maybe I want to escape due to the situation that I didn't spend enough time to prepare it. While it encourages myself to face it.