2020-01-26
回到 house，看到Maxi moha很開(kāi)心和它們聊天朵诫，M和很多人都Sick辛友，給到他益生菌，我好不隱瞞的談到自己越到J和狀態(tài)剪返，和M一起去ashram路上提到我的擔(dān)心废累，M很智慧的說(shuō)Just let him be， no need take care and enjoy脱盲，她自己提前回荷蘭邑滨，男朋友安排一起住，懷孕很甜蜜钱反。我意識(shí)到自己很可怕掖看，現(xiàn)實(shí)可恥拒絕幸福！
好在一天節(jié)目豐富面哥，不會(huì)多想無(wú)用的哎壳，幾個(gè)主要心得：
meditation is happening within yourself
ego beyond, what is that?
Sleep, fear seeking pleasure is all the things we should get least
I is like an ocean of identification.
Do u wonder, how amazing we are!!! Learn to wonder
Absorbed in divine, 這個(gè)時(shí)候swami臺(tái)上手機(jī)響了，兩個(gè)手機(jī)尚卫，竟然回電話归榕，ok，biscuit和plantana兩份焕毫，chai兩份都是sugar的，早晨的新鮮牛奶沒(méi)有難受驶乾，結(jié)果之后的都不舒服邑飒，我真是不能喝牛奶。
下一個(gè)guru：Working in Adelaide Australia
smaller center, total 5 in Australia
Vedanta is complementary of Veda, conclusion of veda. 4 originals Veda is Hinduism signs.
upanishad: upa means go near, ni means delegated to that, Shad is inquiry
Contemplation renounce, inquiry process
Spiritual energy can give lights to other entities
Body and mind constant changing, can not be "I", intellect then spiritual light which can form personality
Knower known knowledge is all atman, self, include awareness, knowledge, consciousness which is not in brain but everywhere, not material but transcen spiritual thing
upanishad include 1. essence of world, 2 reality of human being, 3 what happened when health, with Q&A format
1. brahman, manifestation of consciousness is world, highest concept of GOD, divine, pure consciousness, pure existence, pure knowledge, pure bliss, impermanent and infinite
2. strength and energy from, he is I of I, ear of ear, knowing of knowing, consciousness entity, no difference between individual soul and universal soul, I am brahman, u are that! Atman = ananda, universal self=God, I am reality and find it within myself. No GOD but me, no worship of GOD but myself.
Worship GOD in man, I serve devine, I am devine, I breathin and out like Devine! I am source of strength as Vivekananda said
Mind is nothing but thought of waves.
If there is GOD, u are GOD or potential to be GOD.
WE are great, not sinners, life is not different without religion.
中午吃飯级乐，我主要給幾個(gè)意大利人介紹益生菌和DHA疙咸，米蘭男人有抑郁癥，和VJ長(zhǎng)期練習(xí)风科，很喜歡他的教學(xué)方式撒轮，推薦乞旦。
吃了第三頓后，昏昏沉沉去visit Rimse题山，就是之前去過(guò)的兰粉，懶散。
Patajanli is giving formula, yoga is to quite the mind, u are yourself. Aim of yoga.
Control blowing mind is like to control mind, but can be done by practice and dispassion
Abhyasa is a Sanskrit word which means 'practice. ... Within yoga, this 'activity' is known as abhyasa, which can be translated as 'constant exercise. ' Its twin, vairagya, translates as 'dispassion
it is done scientifically, higher concentration is samadhi, suppression fo all things in nature, externally and internally. I am meditating is gone, only truth itself.
pratyhara is bring back our thought
Center of consciousness is heart center我困死了顶瞳！
when mind is empty, sleep, not creating truth, sitting and doing nothing is Not meditation
The president is trying so hard to get us back to them with more people and keep on asking questions, we are so sleepy and so when snack time comes, I finished all, 4 meals, lucky no dinner with Maxi anymore, so full! Crazy
what I was thinking： poor is not problem, just looking like a shit, when situation domestic is not positive I am relaxed that I do not have to go back. but not in mysore, J is not able to keep me.? Today it is 5 bananas, 4 meals, way out, maybe.
Nice body for sure I should encourage him more, bring the best out of us. get rid of I, so no suffering.
Villager not PHD can be guru, so ?? Ramakrishna school is for rich family, 80K RP is not for most of family here, grade 8-12
Vedanta is science of humanity.
Saw elephant apple, hungary girl is not nice, we met in Deniz party and also common friend, she is with an Indian local, well, reminds me a lot what happened in China.
Some of us in chinese group is talking how to separate people from China visit recently and particular Hubei linked, some are staying and back, the fact is if we have no choice we go back, if we do, going back is not helping anybody might cause further issues. So best thing now is to take good care of self, then with possibility of helping others, if that works out eventually.
