這是第一個(gè)被fail的演講，之后因?yàn)橐獜?fù)習(xí)備考彤断，所以暫停一段時(shí)間投入到頭馬。但是因?yàn)檫@一次fail平道，痛下決心好好努力供炼，一定要成為一個(gè)好的演講者，好的IE冀墨，所有的角色都應(yīng)該做到最好涛贯。所以，每次演講都要以拿到最佳的speaker為目標(biāo)去努力虫腋。

In 2015, It was the first time I joined Toastmaster. Three years later, it was the second time I joined Toastmaster. I have met three mentors, so I have some stories to share with you. Teachers, leaders and colleagues can be our mentors. But what makes mentors of toastmaster so different is that they are really a big fan of encouragement. Thanks to that, I am already on my way to a better me.

(legs trembling, face turning red, look around and look back)

Can you hear my voice? I am very shy and nervous. My name is is is ……. This is me stand in front of 30 person in the first year of college. I can’t even say my name out loud and almost burst into crying. But now, I have always receive compliment of my confidence on the stage from my evaluators in my previous speeches. All these thanks to my mentor——Bonnie’ s great encouragement. “You can do it! You are an elegant and beautiful girl. Just be the way you are. I trust in you.”? No one has ever encourage me as Bonnie do. She also told me that when I am nervous, just ignore the audience and look into the distance. With Bonnie’s word and encouragement, I suddenly have the courage and determination to overcome my fear of standing on the stage. The first speech, the second speech, the third speech……I finally conquer my fear.

Bonnie’s encouragement not only gave me the courage to come to the stage, but also grow confidence in my mind. Table topic speech is what I am most afraid of. Whenever I get a topic, my head will be blank. I told Bonnie my distress, and she said, If you are afraid of table topic speech, why don’t you try rainbow table topic. You would feel not so nervous when you do it online. Don’t to be strict on yourself. You are already doing good. So I sign up for every rainbow table topic session. It was Bonnie who evaluated my first speech. She also give me a lot of encouragement. Your voice are so melody. I love your speech especially the ending. The sentence you used is really amazing. That was the first time I trust in myself that I can do table topic speech. From then on, I even got the best speaker twice.

In SYSU MED, I have two mentors——Bonnie and Sissy. They are both good at English. I am also very upset about my pronunciation and the lack of vocabulary. Bonnie ,who always love to encourage me, start to encourage me again. Don’t be afraid. The reason why we join toastmaster is that we are not the perfect one we want us to be. We can always have chance to learn from others. Here are some videos about brilliant speeches. We can learn together. She help me to analyze every sentence they say in their speech and share lots of knowledge with me. But she also told me that active learning is the most important. So no matter how old I am, I will never stop learning.

In toastmaster, my mentor is not the only one person who are in fond of encouragement. Our evaluators are very good at discovering shinning points on us, constantly encouraging us and giving us opportunity to grow. They also provide useful feedback. This is a place where I find previous sincerity among peoples and where I explore a better me. Glory to encouragement.

2015年，我第一次加入頭馬盒蟆。2018年掸掏，是我第二次加入頭馬。曾經(jīng)有過(guò)3個(gè)導(dǎo)師募闲，我還是有些故事想告訴大家愿待。老師、上級(jí)要出、同事都曾作為我的導(dǎo)師农渊。但頭馬的導(dǎo)師與眾不同的點(diǎn)是一個(gè)激情四射的鼓勵(lì)師。正是來(lái)自導(dǎo)師的鼓勵(lì)讓我發(fā)現(xiàn)了更美好的自己传于。

鼓勵(lì)讓我擁有了勇氣

（場(chǎng)景演示：腳發(fā)抖、臉很紅平挑，一直在扇手系草，左右環(huán)顧，背對(duì)觀眾）你們能聽(tīng)到我的聲音唇辨？em檐嚣，我叫陳燕。我很緊張。（站到右邊）這就是我隐解，在大學(xué)新生介紹會(huì)上，我一句話都說(shuō)不出來(lái)帕涌，甚至要哭了续徽。而現(xiàn)在的我，在以前做過(guò)的演講中纫版，總是被夸站在頭上很自信客情、臺(tái)風(fēng)很好。那都是因?yàn)槲业膶?dǎo)師Bonnie的鼓勵(lì)給了我勇氣梭伐⊙龅＃“You can do it！ You are elegant and beautiful. Just be the way you are. I trust in you. ”她也告訴我铃将，當(dāng)我緊張的時(shí)候哑梳，就不要看觀眾，看向遠(yuǎn)方鸠真。從來(lái)沒(méi)有人不停地給我鼓勵(lì)，正是因?yàn)檫@些鼓勵(lì)锡垄，我突然有了勇氣祭隔，知道自己必須要克服站在臺(tái)上的恐懼。第一次千贯、第二次搞坝、第三次……我終于不再害怕舞臺(tái)。

鼓勵(lì)讓我擁有了自信

Bonnie的鼓勵(lì)不僅給了我上臺(tái)的勇氣敦第，也給了我自信芜果。即興演講是我最害怕的。因?yàn)槊慨?dāng)拿到一個(gè)題目的時(shí)候右钾，我的腦袋就會(huì)一片空白诬滩。我告訴了Bonnie我的苦惱。她說(shuō)：你可以嘗試一下rainbow table topic后控，先做線上的浩淘，再做線下的捌朴。不用太著急砂蔽，不用對(duì)自己太嚴(yán)格署惯。第一次做rainbow table topic的時(shí)候，正好是bonnie做我的evaluator诡右，她很真誠(chéng)地夸我：你的聲音很動(dòng)聽(tīng)轻猖。講的內(nèi)容特別地有邏輯。特別是最后一句話“that’s why human being being human ’說(shuō)得非常好猜煮“苄恚”哇王带，原來(lái)我也可以做table topic的辫秧。于是被丧，我每次都積極參加rainbow table topic甥桂，拿了2次最佳best speaker邮旷。

鼓勵(lì)讓我不怕失敗，主動(dòng)學(xué)習(xí)

我在頭馬的兩位導(dǎo)師办陷，英文水平都比我厲害很多律歼。我也很為自己的英語(yǔ)發(fā)音、英語(yǔ)詞匯的匱乏感到很苦惱制圈。這時(shí)候，很愛(ài)鼓勵(lì)的Bonnie又開(kāi)始鼓勵(lì)了鲸鹦。“別害怕齐板，參加頭馬就是有機(jī)會(huì)讓每個(gè)人不斷進(jìn)步甘磨。不要怕現(xiàn)在自己還不夠好熟呛。我們一起學(xué)習(xí)，提高自己庵朝。”接著椎瘟，她會(huì)時(shí)不時(shí)地分享一些資深頭馬演講人的視頻給我肺蔚，陪我一起看，一句一句地去分析他們講得好的優(yōu)點(diǎn)是什么宣羊。師傅引進(jìn)門仇冯，修行在個(gè)人族操。主動(dòng)學(xué)習(xí)才能獲得更大的進(jìn)步。

在頭馬泼舱，不僅導(dǎo)師是愛(ài)鼓勵(lì)的枷莉，我們的evaluators都很擅長(zhǎng)發(fā)現(xiàn)我們身上的閃光點(diǎn)，不斷地鼓勵(lì)我們涯贞，給我們機(jī)會(huì)去成長(zhǎng)。也會(huì)提供一些有用的反饋宋渔。我在頭馬，看到了很寶貴的真誠(chéng)严蓖。并不斷探索更好的自己氧急。