My dear child,
Is everything going well?
This is my first time being a mother, of course, just imagined. But I still wanna tell you something.
My dear child, I would like tell you do not regret to come here to this world. You may feel scared when you first come to this world because there are all giants, noises, light, darkness etc around you that looks so horrible and dangerous. I have to say that the truth is much worse than that you could imagine. It is just the start and it has already been the best that the world could offer for an innocent and pure child. Though, please do not feel disappointed or frustrated in the future, because you will become strong, brave, and smart enough to deal with all the unfortunate that would possibly happen to you.
My dear child, I would like tell you please keep your smile whatever you have to face during your long, beautiful and sunny life. I could understand you sometimes may have bad moods, lose your temper, or even wanna yell, but it is OK if you could remember that those unhappy thing are not your life itself. By this I mean, unhappiness is temporary, but happiness, it could last forever if you have the key and know how to run it. Do not push yourself because you can stop at any time. I cannot guarantee that I will be an ideal mama, but I would like to try my best to ensure your smile so long as you still need me.
My dear child, I hope you can have the courage to hate, love and forgive. It must be the last thing I expect to see that you have to hide your real emotions and pretend nothing has happened. You have the right to burst into tears whenever you are unfairly treated, whenever you are upset, or whenever it is needed. You also have the right to not forgive anybody who is mean or not nice to you, and if necessary, my dear child, please let them pay back if they do something unforgivable. But you can also have the choice to let them go, and free yourself at the same time. I would like you to know, whichever kind of decision you have made, I will support you forever.
My dear child, about human being’s unchangeable theme-love, I would like you to know that it does exists, but it may take a long time like a whole life to find, or it is just a long distance away from you that you may have been exhausted before you could reach it. I have no idea when seeing you get trapped into the so-called LOVE, but I will not regret that I have read so many love stories and fairy tales when you were a little kid. Because there is a chance that you can make no effect to find someone whom you would like to spend the rest life together with. Whether or not, it is not like what people said that life is incomplete without love, partner, family or children. Life is a style that all depends on yourself. It is not like the only one answer to your mathematics question, and you cannot define your life with only one possibility. I would like you know that you can fall in love with someone, you can break up when love disappears, of course you can be single, or even a single parent only that is what you really want. Just keep in mind that life is not unchangeable, and it is full of possibilities.
Then my dear child, I would like to tell you a truth that I am not worth my salt as a mom. So please help me to acquire this skill to be more qualified. I may completely have no idea when the first time to face a tiny, fragile and soft little creature. What should I do? How can I protect her/ him? Why does she/he keep crying all the time? God, I have not had a sound sleep for like a thousand years....when will all of this come to an end? My patience may run out and I would cry. But please do not judge me because it is also completely a new strange experience for me to become a mom of someone. Meanwhile, I still have the thought that I have not grown up either, and how can I have the confidence to raise you up, teach you, protect you, comfort you and wipe your tears when you feel sad? I am afraid. What if I could do nothing? What if someday you do not need me any more? What if, one day I lost you? They are all torturing me when I cannot move my eyes off your lovely face. I used to be a generous person, but with your coming, my heart has become so tiny that can only bear your existence.
Last but not least, my dear child, do not choose a female like me to be your mom. This is the most important that you must please keep in mind forever.
此處應(yīng)該有背景音樂《QUE SERA SERA》(原來不是會員是沒法添加音樂的)
When I was just a little girl,
I asked my mother,
What will I be?
Will I be pretty? Will I be rich?
Here's what she said to me:
Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be.
When I grew up and fell in love.
I asked my sweetheart,
What lies ahead?
Will we have rainbows day after day?
Here's what my sweetheart said:
Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be.
Now I have children of my own.
They ask their mother,
What will I be?
Will I be handsome? Will I be rich?
I tell them tenderly:
Que sera, sera,
Whatever will be, will be;
The future's not ours to see.
Que sera, sera,
What will be, will be.
Que Sera, Sera!
