今天有一門課可我決定不去了噪窘，為什么呢因?yàn)槔献有瞧谝婚_始就沒(méi)去何必今天才一門課，不過(guò)我平時(shí)幾乎都要去上課的無(wú)論有沒(méi)有存在感丹诀，有沒(méi)有聽懂課我還一直堅(jiān)持去上課的，不過(guò)這星期被詛咒了一樣就是不想去上課，心里有什么東西吃著我，想把它扔出去，不知道理由是什么坐立不安，情緒超低落露氮。其實(shí)情緒好情況也有，不過(guò)那天晚上特別失望钟沛，因?yàn)椴恢@么的特別開心畔规，想跳舞可家里有爸，外面跳可不行（沒(méi)錢去酒吧恨统，有錢早就去了）叁扫，想聊天三妈，想逗人，可從早到晚除了我家里的貓沒(méi)人跟我聊莫绣。所以情緒好對(duì)我來(lái)說(shuō)那天會(huì)是失望的一天畴蒲。回到現(xiàn)在今天跟我爸說(shuō)上課然后在外面找個(gè)安靜的角落对室。模燥。。掩宜。蔫骂。。牺汤。發(fā)呆吧估計(jì)辽旋。
其實(shí)寫日記這東西我一直以來(lái)都是女孩干的事，而且從來(lái)沒(méi)寫過(guò)心里話檐迟，跟別提說(shuō)過(guò)了补胚。我覺得這樣寫對(duì)我的中文也有一定的幫助而且還減少壓力（我是這么想的），想把我的內(nèi)心世界表達(dá)出來(lái)锅减，發(fā)泄的一種吧糖儡，因?yàn)槲曳浅Ｏ矚g聽姆爺?shù)母瑁撤N程度來(lái)說(shuō)我們倆很都恨這世界怔匣，雖然我的條件好很多但我就很這世界，聽他歌爽的不行桦沉，歌詞感覺簡(jiǎn)直替我說(shuō)的話一樣每瞒，可惜我的母語(yǔ)不是英文但基礎(chǔ)還是有的，他這種發(fā)泄方式太有效率了纯露，下面我跟大家介紹我覺得跟我內(nèi)心最相似的一首姆爺?shù)母鐻egacy
[Intro]
Tell me where to go, tell me what to do
告訴我該怎么辦剿骨，告訴我該怎么做
I'll be right there for you
我一直在等你指引我
Tell me what to say, don't matter if it'strue
告訴我該說(shuō)什么，無(wú)論真假對(duì)錯(cuò)
I'll say it all for you
我都會(huì)為你而說(shuō)
[Verse 1: Eminem]
I used to be the type of kid that, wouldalways think the sky isfalling
我曾經(jīng)是一個(gè)惶惶不可終日的孩子
Why am I so differently wired? Am I amartian?
為何我的大腦如此奇怪得亢奮埠褪，難道我是個(gè)火星人浓利？
What kind of twisted experiment am Iinvolved in
我究竟處于什么變態(tài)的實(shí)驗(yàn)中？
Cuz I don't belong in this world
我不屬于這個(gè)世界吧钞速！
That's why I'm scoffing at authority,defying (defiant?) often
這就是為何我總是嘲諷并蔑視當(dāng)局者
Flying off cuz they handling my mom, no dad
我沒(méi)有父親贷掖，我離家而去因?yàn)槲铱吹剿麄冊(cè)诤臀夷赣H發(fā)生關(guān)系
So I'm non-compliant at home, at school I'mjust shy andawkward
在家里我很叛逆，但在學(xué)校我很膽怯尷尬不會(huì)交際
And no I don't need no goddamn psychologist
我不需要什么心理醫(yī)生
Tryna diagnose why I have all theseunderlying problems
來(lái)診斷為何我有這些潛在的問(wèn)題
Thinking he can tryna solve them
他自以為能解決這些問(wèn)題渴语？
I'm outside chalking up drawings on thesidewalk
在外面時(shí)苹威，我走在路邊在墻上信手涂鴉
And in the front drive talking to myself
在駕駛座上自言自語(yǔ)
Either that or inside hiding off in thecorner somewhere quiet
又或者是在家的時(shí)候把自己隔絕在某個(gè)寂靜的角落
Trying not to be noticed cause I'm cryingand sobbing
試圖不被他人注意，因?yàn)槲以诔槠?/p>
I had a bad day at school so I ain'ttalking
因?yàn)榻裉煳以趯W(xué)校過(guò)的真操蛋驾凶，我現(xiàn)在一點(diǎn)也不想說(shuō)話
Some cocksucker shoved me into a fuckinglocker because he said thatI eyeballed him
有個(gè)傻逼就因?yàn)槲叶⒅囱栏Γ桶盐胰M(jìn)一個(gè)柜子里
[Bridge]
And if you fall, I’ll get you there
如果你跌倒失敗掷酗，我會(huì)在那里守護(hù)你
I'll be your savior from all the wars thatare fought inside yourworld
我會(huì)把你從你內(nèi)心的掙扎中全部拯救出來(lái)
Please have faith in my words
請(qǐng)相信我
Cause this is my legacy, legacy
因?yàn)檫@是我為你（們）留下的遺產(chǎn)
This is my legacy, legacy
這是我的遺產(chǎn)
There's no guarantee, it's not up to me,you can only see
我不能保證，也不能由我決定窟哺，你只能看到
This is my legacy, legacy
這是我的遺產(chǎn)
[Verse 2: Eminem]
I used to be the type of kid that, wouldalways think the sky isfalling
我曾經(jīng)是一個(gè)惶惶不可終日的孩子
Why am I so differently wired in my noggin?
為什么我的大腦如此不同他人得神經(jīng)過(guò)敏泻轰？
'Cuz sporadic as my thoughts come, it'smind boggling
我的腦中總是零星地閃過(guò)一絲靈感，那種感覺難以置信
'Cuz I obsess on everything in my mind
我對(duì)腦中的所有的事物都很著迷
it's small shit bothers me
平時(shí)也只有些小事煩惱著我
but now my father, he said Sayonara, thensplit
可現(xiàn)在我的父親說(shuō)了句再見就離開了我們
But I don't give a shit I'm fine as long as
但我TM一點(diǎn)都不在意
There's batteries in my Walkman nothing isthe matter with me
只要我隨聲聽里的電池還有電且轨，我就什么都不在意
Shit look at the bright side at least Iain't walking
起碼往TM好的方面看看吧糕殉，我有自行車，不用走路
I bike ride through the neighborhood of myapartment
我騎著車經(jīng)過(guò)鄰居家
Complex on a ten speed which I've acquiredparts that I
Found in the garbage, a frame and put tireson it
其實(shí)也就是一輛只能開十碼的組裝車殖告，我從垃圾堆里翻出來(lái)部件阿蝶，找了個(gè)框架把輪胎裝上去就完了
Headphones on straight ahead and kids tryto start shit
我?guī)е鷻C(jī)自顧自地騎著，而看見我的孩子又要開始嘲笑我
But if this all there is for me life offers
如果這是生活能賜予我的全部
Why bother even tryna put up a fight, it'snonsense
我為何還要去挑起和別人毫無(wú)意義的爭(zhēng)斗黄绩？
But I think a lightbulb just lit up in myconscience
但我發(fā)現(xiàn)腦海中出現(xiàn)了一盞明燈
What about those rhymes I've been jottin'
我想起了那些隨手記下的詞句
They are kinda givin’ me confidence
他們多少可以給我點(diǎn)自信
Instead of tryna escape through my comics,
與其努力掙脫我這喜劇般的人生
Why don't I just blast a little somethinglike Onyx
為何不像Onyx組合一樣唱點(diǎn)什么羡洁？
To put me in the mood to wanna fight andwrite songs that
點(diǎn)燃我的情緒，讓我想要抵抗
Say what I wanna say to the kid that saidthat I eyeballed him
把我想要對(duì)那些“說(shuō)我打量他們的人”說(shuō)的話爽丹，全部寫在歌里
Grab hold of my balls like that's right,fight's on bitch
我要挺直胸膛表現(xiàn)的無(wú)比兇悍：“沒(méi)錯(cuò)筑煮，傻逼，老子就要跟你斗粤蝎！”
Who would've knew from the moment I turnedthe mic on
誰(shuí)會(huì)想到從我拿起麥克風(fēng)的那一刻起我會(huì)變成一個(gè)偶像
I could be iconic, and my conquest is
word to Phife Dawg from a Tribe CalledQuest
而我的戰(zhàn)利品就是能和A Tribe Called Quest成員Phife Dawg平起平坐
[Bridge]
[Verse 3: Eminem]
I used to be the type of kid that, wouldalways think the sky isfalling
我曾經(jīng)是一個(gè)惶惶不可終日的孩子
Now I think the fact that I'm differentlywired's awesome
但現(xiàn)在看來(lái)真仲，我如此奇怪的亢奮，對(duì)我來(lái)說(shuō)簡(jiǎn)直太棒了
Cause if I wasn't I wouldn't be able towork
因?yàn)樘热粑也皇悄菢庸之惓跖欤揖蜔o(wú)法寫出像這樣絕妙的詞句
Words like this and connect lines likecrosswords
我就無(wú)法像字謎一樣連行串句
And use my enemy's words as strength
我就無(wú)法把敵人的話語(yǔ)化作自己的力量
To try and draw from, and get inspired offem
從他們的話中汲取靈感
Cause all my life I was told and taught Iam not shit
By you wack fucking giant sacks of lyingdog shit
我活到現(xiàn)在秸应，你們這些傻逼狗蛋一直在看不起我，但相反這讓我明白了我并不是垃圾
Now you shut up bitch I am talking
現(xiàn)在傻逼們你們可以閉嘴了碑宴，輪到我說(shuō)話了
Thought I was full of horseshit and now
你們不是看不起我么软啼？
You fucking worship the ground in which Iam walking
現(xiàn)在你們都在跪舔我腳下的地！
Me against the world so what? I'm BrianDawkins
全世界與我為敵又如何延柠？我就像Brian Dawkins一樣強(qiáng)大
Versus the whole 0 and 16 Lions offense
一個(gè)人足以獨(dú)自面對(duì)0勝16負(fù)的雄獅隊(duì)的脆弱防線（形容對(duì)手太對(duì)）
So bring on the Giants Falcons and MiamiDolphins
讓巨人隊(duì)祸挪、亞特蘭大老鷹隊(duì)還有邁阿密海豚隊(duì)一起上好了！
It's the body bag game bitch I'm supplyingcoffins
這幾乎是一場(chǎng)你死我活的肉搏戰(zhàn)贞间，但我為你們準(zhǔn)備好了棺材贿条！
（body bag game：A particular game, in any sport, in which there is aunusually largeamount of injuries or physical play. It is derivedfrom a Monday Night Footballgame between the Philadelphia Eaglesand the Washington Redskins in which morethan 10 Redskin playerswere injured by Eagle players.）
Cause you dicks, butt kiss, a bunch ofBrian Baldingers
因?yàn)槟銈冞@些弱雞，就是一幫只會(huì)放屁的評(píng)論員
You gon die a ball licker I've beendiabolical
你的下場(chǎng)就是作為一個(gè)傻逼死去
With this dialogue since 99 Rawkus
但自從99年在Rawkus的合集專輯上露臉增热，我便已掌握惡魔之力
（轉(zhuǎn)：Eminem在Rawkus唱片公司的合集Soundbombing Volume 2和Missy "Misdemeanor"Elliott的專輯Da Real World頻頻亮相）
You don't respect the legacy I leave behindy'all can
你們?nèi)羰遣蛔鹬匚伊粝碌倪z產(chǎn)整以，你們就去舔吊吧！
Suck a dick The day you beat me pigs'll flyout my ass
and a flying saucer full of Italian sausage
要是有一天你能打敗我钓葫，我的菊花能飛出豬來(lái)悄蕾，還能飛出一個(gè)裝滿意大利香腸的飛碟！
The most high exalting and I ain't halting
而最讓我激動(dòng)的時(shí)刻到來(lái)時(shí)我不會(huì)猶豫
Till I die of exhaustion inhale my exhaustfumes
到我累死的那一天，傻吊快吸入我燃燒后的煙帆调！
The best part about me is I am not you
老子最棒的地方奠骄，就是老子沒(méi)有成為你
I am me I'm a fire marshall and this is my
老子就是老子，老子就是吊炸天的Marshall Mathers
[Hook]
