何謂感受?感受與思維相似鱼填,感受就是感官覺(jué)受药有。我看到一朵花,內(nèi)心有所感應(yīng):喜歡或不喜歡苹丸。喜惡是由我的思維所支配的愤惰,而思維則是記憶背景下的回應(yīng)。所以赘理,我說(shuō)“我喜歡那朵花”或“我不喜歡那朵花”宦言,“我喜歡這種感受”或“我不喜那種感受”。
那么商模,愛(ài)與感受相關(guān)嗎奠旺?顯然崔兴,感受是喜憎栈拖、善惡、美味等等感官覺(jué)受。這些感受與愛(ài)有關(guān)嗎赊淑?
你可曾觀察過(guò)你家邊的街道?你可曾觀察過(guò)你居家的生活方式侣背,譬如坐臥言談磁椒?你可曾注意過(guò)你尊崇的圣人們?對(duì)他們而言杏糙,一提到激情就等于性慎王,所以他們打壓激情,從而排斥美——把激情與美棄若敝屣宏侍。所以赖淤,你把愛(ài)連同感覺(jué)統(tǒng)統(tǒng)拋棄了,因?yàn)槟惆底运尖猓骸拔液?jiǎn)直成了感覺(jué)的囚徒谅河,成了性欲的奴隸咱旱,我必須斬草除根”了#”所以你把性視為嚴(yán)重的問(wèn)題吐限。
當(dāng)你理解了感受——不是部分理解,而是全面地領(lǐng)悟褂始,當(dāng)你真正整體上明白了感受诸典,你就會(huì)懂得什么是愛(ài)。當(dāng)你能看見(jiàn)綠樹(shù)之美崎苗,當(dāng)你能看見(jiàn)微笑之美狐粱,當(dāng)你能看見(jiàn)小城墻外落日之美,全然看見(jiàn)而無(wú)遺留胆数,那時(shí)你就會(huì)懂得什么是愛(ài)肌蜻。
——克里希那穆提《生命書(shū):365觀心日課》(The Book of Life: Daily Meditations with Krishnamurti)
The Totality of Feeling
What is feeling? Feeling is like thought. Feeling is a sensation. I see a flower and I respond to that flower; I like it or dislike it. The like or the dislike is dictated by my thought, and the thought is the response of the background of memory. So, I say, “I like that flower,” or “I do not like that flower”; “I like this feeling” or “I do not like that feeling.” …
Now, is love related to feeling? Feeling is sensation, obviously—sensation of like and dislike, of good and bad, of good taste and all the rest of it. Is that feeling related to love? …
Have you watched your street, have you watched the way you live in your houses, the way you sit, the way you talk? And have you noticed all your saints whom you worship? For them passion is sex, and therefore they deny passion, therefore they deny beauty—deny in the sense of putting those aside. So, with sensation you have put away love because you say, “Sensation will make me a prisoner, I will be a slave to sex-desire; therefore I must cut it out.” Therefore you have made sex into an immense problem….
When you have understood feeling completely, not partially, when you have really understood the totality of feeling, then you will know what love is. When you can see the beauty of a tree, when you can see the beauty of a smile, when you can see the sun setting behind the walls of your town—see totally—then you will know what love is.
MAY 9?