此文是加入Foodie 俱樂部的第一篇Ice-breaker. 演講目標(biāo)是：Introduce yourself. 雖然做了很多次Ice-breaker,每一次在自我介紹時(shí)候還是會(huì)有對(duì)自己的新的認(rèn)識(shí)涡拘。通過演講和寫文章匿情，不斷記錄自己不同階段的變化和成長(zhǎng)碌廓！
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The Answer
“It’s just one lesson. Why does it take you
so long to prepare for it?” My colleague asked me in bewilderment.
“But for me, it’s more than just one
lesson.” I smiled and said.
As an English teacher in a middle school, I
cherish every moment when I teach, and try my best to make the lesson
worthwhile for my children and for me.
My colleague had a point in asking such a
question. Since the arrival of the new principal several years ago, there had
been an earthquake. Sharp cut down in teachers’ salary; harsh remarks fell on
us like an avalanche. The morale was at its record low, and hatred accumulated
to a point that we had gone on several protests against the new principal and
his stupid policies. But the protests went just silently in heart and never
went loud enough to reach the big boss. Teachers! (sigh)
“What’s the meaning of working hard! No one
is watching. No one cares. The big boss only concerns about papers and essays.
He doesn’t give a shit about a lesson!” they said. By the way the big boss used
to be a scholar in university before he came to middle school. His only
interest was making statistics look good!
Complaints and whining were heardeverywhere. And some of the teachers started to adopt a lazy working attitude. Lesseffort is put into work, less homework is assigned, less communication withstudent is made. That’s the least we could do, because by doing the least wemade the teaching job worth itslittlewhile.
I used to be one of them. Deprived of
self-esteem and grasped by disappointment. I was no longer passionate about
teaching. Yet with the lack of my passion for work, my heart also froze
ruthlessly. So did my smiles and happiness.
My dear friends, if you have watched ananimation calledSpirited Away千與千尋分蓖， you must know about a man without a face. 無(wú)臉男念祭。His only purpose in life is to devour as many coins and possessions as
he can, and in this way he also loses his soul. It was the same with me at that
time. When I compromised my work ethics, I was like this Faceless Man，a
walking zombie without a heart and most devastatingly, without love.
One day, the unhappy me stopped and began
to think: Who do I work for? What do I work for?
Do I work only for the principal to see me
and give me a promotion?
Do I work only for the sake of income? Do I
work for fame or for a renowned title?
The answer to these questions: Yes, 停頓停頓再停頓and No.
I must be honest with you guys that I used
to work for all the above reasons. But after that period of dark zombie like
moment, I now proudly declare that I work for a more unique reason---I work for
a better and respectable ME.
The respectable me will never be achieved
if I don’t think hard about a lesson or bring new breeze to it.
High self-esteem will never arrive if I
compromise my work ethics and stop growing, stop taking challenges, stop
expanding my vision, and above all, stop being passionate.
Whoever the big boss is, whatever happens,
I am who I am. I shall stick to those values that make me who I am: love,
passion and devotion.
And thus I readjusted my working attitude.
I resumed my power of love and started to embrace my teaching career with
enthusiasm.
My dear friends, all the fun and happinessand rewarding moments in life, they are never about money, or fame, or title.They are about howyoulook at yourself. It’s about elevating your
self-esteem, the highest level in Maslow’s Hierarchy of happiness, it’s about
making yourself proud by being altruistic, caring and selfless.
Thanks to the new principal, my spirit is
purified. The despicable me used to take the upper hand, but luckily the angel
me battles hard and comes to my rescue.
This is what I want to share about me here
with all my friends in Foodies Club. I am here to meet more angel-life souls. A
soul like Charles’ who is smart and humorous and considerate, a soul like Alva’s
who is adventurous, self-assured and caring; a soul like Ellen’s who is
perseverant in her dream. I am here to make memories together with you guys and
let’s seek the answers to many unanswered questions still to come in life.
And it’s the courage to keep seeking those
answers that give the meaning to our life. Thank you.
