Everytime you got a good idea to improve yourself, you just forget to make a suitable paln to carry out. That's the point. For example, you borrow the book about Chinese Grammar after you realize about your poor Chinese, but you put it aside later on. Then what good is it to borrow the book? The same to every time you download some seemingly helpful app or follow some official account. Don't waste your time if you don't even have a plan. With a plan, you would keep the objective in your mind and be clear about what you should do. With a plan that is suitable, you could follow it easily instead of feeling guity everytime you fall behind the plan. （每次總是冒出一些想法：啊，中文太差，我要看中文語法扣典！啊物臂，我太膚淺了溯革，我要看人性論宋税，看點柏拉圖孝鹊！啊扭仁，我知道的時事詞匯太少了垮衷，我要多看新聞！然后乖坠，就去圖書館借書搀突，或者去下載個學習app，關(guān)注個相關(guān)公眾號熊泵，然后仰迁，就堆那甸昏，被一個又一個的新想法淹沒。徐许。施蜜。正如我高中老師說的，每次都帶一堆書回家雌隅，再原封不動的帶回來翻默，眼高手低！所以關(guān)鍵是我沒制定具體可行的計劃恰起，比如冰蘑，幾天內(nèi)要看完什么東西，一天的什么時間要學習什么東西村缸。
Why don't you like writing in English? Because you usually think in Chinese, so you have to translate your ideas to English. As a second learner, you might not sure about your English and write with so much Chinglish. That's OK, but you just need to prectice everyday to improve. （不喜歡用英文寫作可能是因為先用中文思考了祠肥，在轉(zhuǎn)化為英文時就不太自信，不確定語法梯皿，單詞用法仇箱，地不地道等等，比較麻煩东羹。）
The youth is wonderful for the unawareness of ?the facts. 看到一句話：青春的美好在于不知道事情的真相剂桥。
Ego identity is "the totality of one's self-construal, in which how one construes oneself in the present expresses the continuity between how one construes oneself as one was in the past and how one construes oneself as one aspires to be in the future."(Weinreich) No identity crisis, Adolecsence with it are ready to for the adulthood.
"In self psychology, the effort is made to understand individuals from within their subjective experience via vicarious introspection, basing interpretations on the understanding of the self as the central agency of the human psyche."(https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Self_psychology)
自我同一性(人類學家埃里克森的學說)
在孩童時期人們就已經(jīng)有自我感知，到了青年時期（大概2-20歲）属提，人們才開始出現(xiàn)了自我同一性和角色混亂的沖突权逗，即無法通過明確自我形象，對各種選擇做出深思熟慮（identity crisis, for the failure in the process of ego identity）冤议。
It seems for me, I didn't ask about the questions such as " who am I?" and ?"what kinf of person I am gonna be?" in my 12-20, in which I was maybe busy studying. But I did have some relative experience, strange experience. It's like my soul was out of the skin. Like I was standing aside seeing my body taking action. I felt strange. How could my soul feel something when my body touch something? Like my mind at that time was not on its duty to contral my body but to observe what my body have experienced. What is my body? What is my soul? What's the relationship between them? It is really weird. But now I hardly have that feelings. Maybe it is because life become more realistic for me. I have much more objectives of my own to live for myself. ?網(wǎng)上說青少年通常會遇到的問題：我是誰斟薇？我想成為什么樣的人？（臉紅）我在青少年好像沒有這種疑惑恕酸，后面那個問題堪滨，就偶爾會問自己。不過對自我蕊温，以前經(jīng)常有一種很奇怪的體驗：感覺自己好像靈魂出竅袱箱，我這個肉體為什么會在這個地球上，為什么手去碰東西時我會感覺到（忽略生物知識义矛，因為這個時候我感覺大腦意識和身體是分開獨立的）发笔，為什么肉體會在這里，對于所有經(jīng)歷和正在經(jīng)歷的好像都不是意識里的我所經(jīng)歷的凉翻，只是我肉體經(jīng)歷的了讨。這個時候確實也會問我是誰，哇。量蕊。一描述一回想，差點又有那種很神奇的感覺艇挨，就好像我的意識是外星人一樣残炮。先知比較少有這種體驗可能是因為沒那么多時間發(fā)呆。以前那種體驗是只要我主觀上想嘗試就可以體驗到的缩滨。
